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Title: Stupid Boundaries in Life, Part 3: Stay.
Author:(me)
Pairing: Billie/Tre
Rating: NC-17 (finally)
Disclaimer: SO not ture!
Notes: Ta Da! I have more.
I woke up again; this time I felt safe and warm. I opened my eyes to see a pair of blue ones staring back at me; I couldn’t help but smile.
“Hey,” I whispered groggy.
“Hi.” Tre replied just as quiet. I few moments of silence past between us as we stared; just stared.
I took in his angelic features; that sweet childlike smile, his sleepy eyes, his rosy cheeks from the warm bed, his crazy messed up auburn spikes sticking out at every angle.
“Billie?”
“Humm,” I stopped the intensive analysing; to listen him; a shy smile creped on to his face.
“Will you stay?” he asked simply.
“I am.” I answered.
“But, I mean stay forever.” His eyes suddenly flicker down to his hands; I can’t help but think ‘he’s so cute,’ when he does that.
“I am.” I say again; he looks up at me that joy spread all over his face.
I find that I’m being pulled towards him; even closer to him; if I could get any closer. He’s kissing my neck; holding me tight. I think to myself; he’s so innocent and pure, so much like a naive child. I think that maybe that’s why I love him so much; because he’s completely different to everything and everyone I have ever known. And I think that maybe I can change; I can change for him.
Tre stops celebrating as he notices I’m not as ecstatic as he his.
“What’s wrong?” He pauses staring at me; “I don’t want you to be my whore…” he says quickly.
I chuckle “I know,” I added.
“Good, you can get a job and you can have the spare room, and we can live together, and you can pay me rent once you get a job, and we don’t have to…ya know…”
I laugh again; he’s speech was so rushed and jumbled I don’t think he understood half of it either.
“But I don’t want the spare room; you said the bed was hard…” I pout.
“I’ll get you a new one!” he is so excited now; throwing is arms in the air. “I get you whatever you want!”
“But I don’t want a new one…” I stop pouting and crawl up to him; “Can’t we share this one? It’s so comfy; and you don’t need all this room.” I’m grinning now as I find myself reaching up to connect our lips together.
I feel him kiss back; so I push him over till he’s lying on the bed again. I’m on top devouring him like there is no tomorrow.
I hear him moan; I don’t stop, I can stop. He’s so sweet; I want him, I want him right now; damn it!
He pushes me off; “Stop,” I hear him pant.
I look down at him; my smile fading.
“What?” is all I can say; total and utter confusion sweeps over me.
He just grins;
‘Why is he ginning?’
I don’t like it.
“I want to make love to you.” is the answer; in that second after the words have come out of his mouth and registered in my brain. I sit trying to work out weather I have ever heard them in my life; I come to the conclusion I haven’t. In all my 20 something years I have never once had anyone say that to me…never.
In an instant I attack Tre’s lips; as I repeat ‘I love you’ or at least try to say it while kissing him feverishly.
He pulls me away “Is that a yes?”
“Uh huh…” I go to kiss him again; but I’m stopped.
“That wasn’t an answer?”
I groan trying to kiss him again but; like I found out yesterday he’s too strong for me. So I’m puckering up my lips hovering over his face trying to reach him; but he won’t let me, I whine at him.
“Say ‘Yes’ and I kiss you…”
I pout half-heartily “You said you’d make love to me too…” I whine again like a dog that’s waiting for its dinner.
“Yes; that to, but you never answered my question… do you want me to make sweet, sweet love to you?” I open my eyes to see him wide eye and grinning like a Cheshire cat.
I groan again, because no one has made me want them like I want him.
“YES!” I shriek “Yes make looove to me and do it now!”
“Well if you’re going to talk like that; I won’t.”
I moan; “I didn’t mean it like that; I just… want you, I want you like I have never wanted anyone in my whole life…if that makes sense at all.” I shift so I’m lying on top of him fully; my mouth nibbling at his ear.
“Please….” I whimper “I want you.”
“You want me to what?” he says innocently.
I know he’s trying to purposely wind me up but I’m not going to take it I’m going to tease the fuck out of him. I start by grinding myself up against him; electing a full blown whorish moan out of him; it made me feel so horny.
“Make love to me Tre, Please I can’t wait any longer…please.” As I pled away; all of a sudden I’m being turned over onto my back and Tre’s hovering over me.
“Hey,” that sweet smile gracing his features; leaning down to kiss me, I kissed him back.
We lay there kissing, moaning into each others mouths, grinding; feeling.
It’s never felt so good and right before.
Tre’s hands find there way to my shirt; frantically undoing the buttons as I buck up trying to feel him all over me.
“I want you,” I moan again.
He’s kissing my neck moving down my chest; when he stops.
“Are you sure?” he asks I just nod reaching up to pull him in to a steamy kiss to seal the deal; and mainly to shut him up with the worrying. I’m not worried why should he be.
I pull off his shirt looking at the curves and contorts of his chest; jeez you’d think I’ve never see him like this before; all naked.
But that was different.
This is different.
I want him to love me; love me like I’ve always wanted.
He grabs at my jeans a taking them off; he stands up and does the same to his.
I instinctively roll on to my front; watching him rummages though his dresser draw.
Tre come back to me; with condoms and lube in hand, he places them down on the bedside table. Then just stands over me looking down.
“What?”
He smiles “Come here,” I sit up and he pulls me into a hug; then whispering in my ear he says “I want to see your face when I make love to you Billie.”
I pull him down giggling like a fucking school girl.
Before I know it my boxers are removed; he reaching for lube, then I’m moaning as he’s fingers are inside me.
I feel so alive; the blood is heating up inside me like never before. I whine in protest as his fingers are gone; opening my eyes I see him with a condom on; eyes heavy rubbing lube on to his cock.
Tre opens his eyes a little wider smiling at me; “Ready?”
“Love me.” I reply.
“I do.” He leans over me slowly pushing into me, “forever.”
We both let out a groan as he is fully inside me.
He begins pulling out; only to careful push back in. The love mixed with care in him is making this the greatest sex I have ever and will ever experience. He picks up a little; but it’s not enough.
“Faster,” I pant “Oh, hell faster.”
My eyes are locked on his as he speeds up; my eyes slip closed.
“Billie…. Billie.” He grunts “Open your… perfect eyes.” I do so; seeing him smile; watching sweat appearing on his face.
He’s moving faster, faster, harder, harder, holy white hot light!
My eyes are open but all I see is his face the rest is pure white light blinding me; it all washed over me cleaning my filthy body making me feel…pure.
My eyes refocus and I see him again, I see my Tre; my angelic, sweet Tre.
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