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Title: Bruised and Broken Hearts. Chapter 7
Author:
beecat
Pairing: Afi/GreenDay
Rating: NC-17(kinda...well kissing) angest and very sad! You have been warned! (it all i can write sorry)
Disclaimer: SO not ture!
Notes: It mostly Afi jade/davey in this one just to warn you does have Billie joe in a lil too.
Ded-ed to my great friend:
chavssuck
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
The smell of waffles and syrup was what burned though the half asleep figure’s nostrils. He opened his eyes as he heard a clatter of pans and string hushed curses.
He sat up to see Billie walking into his small pokey bedroom set down a plate and mug on the side table; he then walked over to the blue curtains, drawing them and looking over at the slightly stunned singer.
“Hey Davey,” he said cheerily.
Billie pause in front of him; “you ok? You look like you seen a ghost. I made you some breakfast; I’ve had mine; you didn’t have any food so I went out an….. Davey you ok?” he looked down furring his brow.
Davey could only stutter, “D-did w-we…”
“What?” Billie eyes went wide where his brain kicked in. “No! Of course we didn’t, you were really drunk and I didn’t want you to end up in an ally passed out somewhere. I was going to leave you here but I figured I’d stay just to make sure and to be honest I was so tired I passed out on your sofa myself.”
Billie sat down on the end of his bed; looking at the singer and smiled sweetly.
“You remember any of last night?”
Davey shock his head as he dug in to his waffles.
“You told me about Jade, well you didn’t mention his name but I knew you were talking about him; and well I wanted to tell you to take a chance and tell him. Because if you don’t you will hate yourself for ever.”
Billie stopped talking for a while and stared down at his hands sadly. “Believe me, you will.”
“What happened?” Davey suddenly asked; causing Billie to break his thoughts and look up at Davey as he finished off his waffles.
Billie face became distorted; he screwed his lips up then sighed “Tre left me.” he whispered “he found out what I did and he left me.”
Suddenly he jumped up his mood changing completely; “Ok then you had better get up it’s almost noon and we have lots to do.” Billie said taking Davey’s plate and walking off back to the kitchen.
“Do what?” Davey jump out of bed scrabbling after him. As soon as he got to the kitchen his jaw dropped Billie had not only gone out to get food, but clearly cleaning products because Davey’s kitchen as well as living room was near on sparkling! So much so Davey found himself squinting.
“We, well you have to go tell Jade love him, before its to late and he finds someone else and forgets he loves you.”
“Why are you doing this Billie?”
Billie turned around facing him, “Because I’m sorry and I know what its like to love someone and not know how they feel, but if you don’t tell him you’ll hate yourself and him. Because he’ll forget you and find someone else and you might end up doing something you regret making him hate you, and having the one you love hate you makes your self-esteem sky rocket!” he added sarcastically.
Davey sighed “ok, but how?”
“First you might want to shower, then go over to Jade’s you open your mouth say something like ‘Hey Jade, wanna know something… I love you’ to which he replies ‘oh Davey, I thought never say that, I love you too.’ And you kiss hug and live happily ever after, or until you leave him for his best friend… but you wouldn’t do that only an idiot would.” Billie smiled bitterly.
“Billie you’re not an idiot.” Davey simply walking up to Billie and hugging him, “Far from being an Idiot.” He whispered.
“You think?” Billie pulled away, his eyes showing how vulnerable he was for the first time Davey didn’t see a cocky and confident person in front of him, he saw the pain Billie was feeling inside.
With one quick spin Billie had his back to him trying to hide it.
“Billie? What happened?” Davey said turning him back round to look him in the eye.
“I let him go…I let him go have a happy ending. Just like he always wanted.” A single tear rolled down Billie’s face and he wiped it away. “So I’m not ecstatic about it but, I finally get to make him happy,” Billie sighed; turning back to wash up.
Davey figured he’d leave Billie to it and make his way to the bathroom; have a shower and figure out what to say to Jade later.
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Davey walks out the bathroom towel round waist and another drying his hair.
“Billie?” Davey pads down towards the kitchen; standing at the doorway.
“Billie what time are we goin to...... Jade!”
His eyes pop up as he round the corner and see the bassist sipping some coffee.
“Well it looks like we didn’t have to go to JADE’S” Billie mocks Davey change of voice when he’d seen Jade. Billie grins and walks up to Davey, he coughs to get Davey eyes to stop staring at Jade.
“Yes, well now your sober and very much awake I will go, I have things to be doing.”
Billie nods to Jade, “See ya.” Jade mutters a ‘bye’ and Davey steps aside.
“Oh, I’ll show you out,”
The door being to few steps away.
“Billie?” Davey whispers as the door is opened “What do I say??”
“What ever it is that rattles around in that head of yours, believe me Davey that all he wants.”
“But…” Davey hesitates
“But nothing, it’s now or never; I suggest you put some clothes on first though.”
“Thanks Billie.”
“No problem, it’s what I seem to do now… make other people happy but leaving.”
Davey sighs, “How long are you in town?”
“A while. I’m visiting my mum.”
“Cool, I ring you I have ya cell number. We can hang out yer.”
“Ok, good luck.”
Billie step out into the corridor and made his way down the stairs.
With the door closed Davey head back to the kitchen, “Er…Hey. I just get some clothes on and I’ll be back ok?”
“Sure, I need to fill up on more coffee; I didn’t have much this morning.”
“Ok.” With that Davey hurries off to his room.
Once he throw’s some jeans and a dark red t-shirt on he arrives back in the kitchen to see Jade at the coffee maker refilling his cup as well as the maker.
He looks up, “Oh, sorry I drank the rest that was in it.”
“No problem.” Davey reaches up to get another cup and sets it down as Jade watches him.
“What?” He asks.
“Nothing” Jade relies.
“Jade?” Davey’s head spins with what to say to the bassist; how is he going to put it when he’s not sure himself?! He gives up and sighs; then out of nowhere he gets the best idea.
He moves closer to Jade; reaches up to the bassist’s neck with his hand and slowly plants a sweet kiss on his lips.
Nervous as hell with his eyes still closed he whispers “I love you.” his breath ghosting over Jades lips; sending a shiver down his spine.
“Really?” Jade is stunned. “You mean it?” his face turning into a smile.
“I wouldn’t say it unless I didn’t mean it.” Davey says pouring the now ready coffee into his cup; he sips it and leans against the counter. Thinking about how easy it was to say that.
He looks over at Jade who, is still smiling and grins back; “I don’t think I stop.” Davey whispers into his coffee; just loud enough that Jade heard it too.
“Why didn’t you tell me?!”
Davey looks over at Jade shocked face; “Because I didn’t believe it; I didn’t believe I could ever love you again, then Billie… Billie told me something… and it made me realise how stupid I was. So will you forgive me for being such an idiot?”
Jade got closer to Davey’s face and kissed him again, “Of course.” They began kissing softly again rediscovering each other; Jade pushed Davey against the counter and lifted him up on it. Moving to stand in between he’s legs.
They stopped and Davey looks down into Jade’s shinnying eyes; before he realises Jade must have come round for something… “Jade? What did you come round for anyway?”
A grin spread across Jade’s face before he coughed, “Erm, well… to give you this.” He reached into his pocket and there in front of Davey’s face hug on Jade fingers was the necklace with a ring on, he’d left at the beach…
“Wha- how’d…where’d you get that?”
“Davey, Davey, Davey… you really don’t see anyone around do you?”
“What?” Davey looks at Jade quizzically.
“I was sat on the edge of the rocks not far from you, I saw it drop from around your neck, just after I saw Hunter and Adam get back and I ran off too them, so you didn’t see me; I didn’t mean to spy on you but I… I was worried… and when I didn’t see you had it still on, I wondered if you left it there, so… I ran back and found it and you’d drawn a heart around it…” He paused and smiled up and Davey; “it made me smile; I figured from the look on your face you’d done something meaningful by leaving it there… it made me think that you… it might have been because you didn’t love me.”
Jade moved over to the table, “I had to know what it meant, it’s been bugging me ever since, so I came here to find out if you really meant what you said about never being able to love me after everything… happened. Then you say this…” He threw his hands in the air.
Davey smiled; jumping down from the counter, “Can’t I change my mind?” he said pacing towards Jade; he smiled at the singer “No.”
Davey move closer “What if I do this?” he reached up and ran his hands though Jade’s hair
“No.” Jade’s eyes fluttered closed.
“This?” He ran his hand from Jade’s hair down his neck; down his back achingly slow as his breath ghosted over his face.
“N-no.” Jade shivered.
“Not even this?” Davey looked at Jade; eyes still closed and covered Jades lips with his; before he pulled away.
“O-o-ok.” Jade said slowly opening his eyes; before pulling Davey back into another sweet kiss.
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Author:
beecat
Pairing: Afi/GreenDay
Rating: NC-17(kinda...well kissing) angest and very sad! You have been warned! (it all i can write sorry)
Disclaimer: SO not ture!
Notes: It mostly Afi jade/davey in this one just to warn you does have Billie joe in a lil too.
Ded-ed to my great friend:
chavssuck
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
The smell of waffles and syrup was what burned though the half asleep figure’s nostrils. He opened his eyes as he heard a clatter of pans and string hushed curses.
He sat up to see Billie walking into his small pokey bedroom set down a plate and mug on the side table; he then walked over to the blue curtains, drawing them and looking over at the slightly stunned singer.
“Hey Davey,” he said cheerily.
Billie pause in front of him; “you ok? You look like you seen a ghost. I made you some breakfast; I’ve had mine; you didn’t have any food so I went out an….. Davey you ok?” he looked down furring his brow.
Davey could only stutter, “D-did w-we…”
“What?” Billie eyes went wide where his brain kicked in. “No! Of course we didn’t, you were really drunk and I didn’t want you to end up in an ally passed out somewhere. I was going to leave you here but I figured I’d stay just to make sure and to be honest I was so tired I passed out on your sofa myself.”
Billie sat down on the end of his bed; looking at the singer and smiled sweetly.
“You remember any of last night?”
Davey shock his head as he dug in to his waffles.
“You told me about Jade, well you didn’t mention his name but I knew you were talking about him; and well I wanted to tell you to take a chance and tell him. Because if you don’t you will hate yourself for ever.”
Billie stopped talking for a while and stared down at his hands sadly. “Believe me, you will.”
“What happened?” Davey suddenly asked; causing Billie to break his thoughts and look up at Davey as he finished off his waffles.
Billie face became distorted; he screwed his lips up then sighed “Tre left me.” he whispered “he found out what I did and he left me.”
Suddenly he jumped up his mood changing completely; “Ok then you had better get up it’s almost noon and we have lots to do.” Billie said taking Davey’s plate and walking off back to the kitchen.
“Do what?” Davey jump out of bed scrabbling after him. As soon as he got to the kitchen his jaw dropped Billie had not only gone out to get food, but clearly cleaning products because Davey’s kitchen as well as living room was near on sparkling! So much so Davey found himself squinting.
“We, well you have to go tell Jade love him, before its to late and he finds someone else and forgets he loves you.”
“Why are you doing this Billie?”
Billie turned around facing him, “Because I’m sorry and I know what its like to love someone and not know how they feel, but if you don’t tell him you’ll hate yourself and him. Because he’ll forget you and find someone else and you might end up doing something you regret making him hate you, and having the one you love hate you makes your self-esteem sky rocket!” he added sarcastically.
Davey sighed “ok, but how?”
“First you might want to shower, then go over to Jade’s you open your mouth say something like ‘Hey Jade, wanna know something… I love you’ to which he replies ‘oh Davey, I thought never say that, I love you too.’ And you kiss hug and live happily ever after, or until you leave him for his best friend… but you wouldn’t do that only an idiot would.” Billie smiled bitterly.
“Billie you’re not an idiot.” Davey simply walking up to Billie and hugging him, “Far from being an Idiot.” He whispered.
“You think?” Billie pulled away, his eyes showing how vulnerable he was for the first time Davey didn’t see a cocky and confident person in front of him, he saw the pain Billie was feeling inside.
With one quick spin Billie had his back to him trying to hide it.
“Billie? What happened?” Davey said turning him back round to look him in the eye.
“I let him go…I let him go have a happy ending. Just like he always wanted.” A single tear rolled down Billie’s face and he wiped it away. “So I’m not ecstatic about it but, I finally get to make him happy,” Billie sighed; turning back to wash up.
Davey figured he’d leave Billie to it and make his way to the bathroom; have a shower and figure out what to say to Jade later.
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Davey walks out the bathroom towel round waist and another drying his hair.
“Billie?” Davey pads down towards the kitchen; standing at the doorway.
“Billie what time are we goin to...... Jade!”
His eyes pop up as he round the corner and see the bassist sipping some coffee.
“Well it looks like we didn’t have to go to JADE’S” Billie mocks Davey change of voice when he’d seen Jade. Billie grins and walks up to Davey, he coughs to get Davey eyes to stop staring at Jade.
“Yes, well now your sober and very much awake I will go, I have things to be doing.”
Billie nods to Jade, “See ya.” Jade mutters a ‘bye’ and Davey steps aside.
“Oh, I’ll show you out,”
The door being to few steps away.
“Billie?” Davey whispers as the door is opened “What do I say??”
“What ever it is that rattles around in that head of yours, believe me Davey that all he wants.”
“But…” Davey hesitates
“But nothing, it’s now or never; I suggest you put some clothes on first though.”
“Thanks Billie.”
“No problem, it’s what I seem to do now… make other people happy but leaving.”
Davey sighs, “How long are you in town?”
“A while. I’m visiting my mum.”
“Cool, I ring you I have ya cell number. We can hang out yer.”
“Ok, good luck.”
Billie step out into the corridor and made his way down the stairs.
With the door closed Davey head back to the kitchen, “Er…Hey. I just get some clothes on and I’ll be back ok?”
“Sure, I need to fill up on more coffee; I didn’t have much this morning.”
“Ok.” With that Davey hurries off to his room.
Once he throw’s some jeans and a dark red t-shirt on he arrives back in the kitchen to see Jade at the coffee maker refilling his cup as well as the maker.
He looks up, “Oh, sorry I drank the rest that was in it.”
“No problem.” Davey reaches up to get another cup and sets it down as Jade watches him.
“What?” He asks.
“Nothing” Jade relies.
“Jade?” Davey’s head spins with what to say to the bassist; how is he going to put it when he’s not sure himself?! He gives up and sighs; then out of nowhere he gets the best idea.
He moves closer to Jade; reaches up to the bassist’s neck with his hand and slowly plants a sweet kiss on his lips.
Nervous as hell with his eyes still closed he whispers “I love you.” his breath ghosting over Jades lips; sending a shiver down his spine.
“Really?” Jade is stunned. “You mean it?” his face turning into a smile.
“I wouldn’t say it unless I didn’t mean it.” Davey says pouring the now ready coffee into his cup; he sips it and leans against the counter. Thinking about how easy it was to say that.
He looks over at Jade who, is still smiling and grins back; “I don’t think I stop.” Davey whispers into his coffee; just loud enough that Jade heard it too.
“Why didn’t you tell me?!”
Davey looks over at Jade shocked face; “Because I didn’t believe it; I didn’t believe I could ever love you again, then Billie… Billie told me something… and it made me realise how stupid I was. So will you forgive me for being such an idiot?”
Jade got closer to Davey’s face and kissed him again, “Of course.” They began kissing softly again rediscovering each other; Jade pushed Davey against the counter and lifted him up on it. Moving to stand in between he’s legs.
They stopped and Davey looks down into Jade’s shinnying eyes; before he realises Jade must have come round for something… “Jade? What did you come round for anyway?”
A grin spread across Jade’s face before he coughed, “Erm, well… to give you this.” He reached into his pocket and there in front of Davey’s face hug on Jade fingers was the necklace with a ring on, he’d left at the beach…
“Wha- how’d…where’d you get that?”
“Davey, Davey, Davey… you really don’t see anyone around do you?”
“What?” Davey looks at Jade quizzically.
“I was sat on the edge of the rocks not far from you, I saw it drop from around your neck, just after I saw Hunter and Adam get back and I ran off too them, so you didn’t see me; I didn’t mean to spy on you but I… I was worried… and when I didn’t see you had it still on, I wondered if you left it there, so… I ran back and found it and you’d drawn a heart around it…” He paused and smiled up and Davey; “it made me smile; I figured from the look on your face you’d done something meaningful by leaving it there… it made me think that you… it might have been because you didn’t love me.”
Jade moved over to the table, “I had to know what it meant, it’s been bugging me ever since, so I came here to find out if you really meant what you said about never being able to love me after everything… happened. Then you say this…” He threw his hands in the air.
Davey smiled; jumping down from the counter, “Can’t I change my mind?” he said pacing towards Jade; he smiled at the singer “No.”
Davey move closer “What if I do this?” he reached up and ran his hands though Jade’s hair
“No.” Jade’s eyes fluttered closed.
“This?” He ran his hand from Jade’s hair down his neck; down his back achingly slow as his breath ghosted over his face.
“N-no.” Jade shivered.
“Not even this?” Davey looked at Jade; eyes still closed and covered Jades lips with his; before he pulled away.
“O-o-ok.” Jade said slowly opening his eyes; before pulling Davey back into another sweet kiss.
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