It's been a while.

[beebeeprincess]

Just noticed that I'm starting to get a little depressed or maybe it's just an emotional day, for no reason at all. I woke up crying because I was thinking too much, things are getting me down easily and once again I feel like crying, fucking hormones. Blah. I'm trying to think of positive stuff but something always makes me sad. One thing that makes me happy is that my sister is coming home from Iraq in a week, I won't get to see her until February or March, whenever the baby is born. I really miss her though and glad she will be out of that place. She did re-enlist, so for the next two years she will be living in Japan, she is really excited! I told her that her little niece better be getting some hello kitty stuff from over there lol. Everything so far is going okay with the pregnancy, i've had some complications with my breathing and stress but hopefully that was temporary stuff, I'll be doing another glucose test because once again I might be hyperglycemic. I just hope through all this that my little girl is born healthy, i've been so worried that something will be wrong. I also wish I could go home and have Alex be with me as well, but I can't have everything. I miss my son and I miss my family, even though I just saw them over the Thanksgiving weekend, I really miss being around though. Oh btw if anyone ever tells you Ohio rocks, they must be fucking retarded, the only good thing over here is the school and all the crazy ass people that are here during the school year and ONLY if you're into the bar scene or getting plastered and into picking up rich hott chicks/guys at the bar or at a party. Other than that it's boring. Anyways I hope everyone is doing well, maybe it won't be another 3 years before I write another one of these, it actually feels really good to just write. Thanks for reading, Happy Holidays!

~Elisa Marie