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The other day I wrote this long letter in the middle of the night, not because I couldn't sleep but, because I felt tremendous love. I had this overwhelming and happy feeling about where my life is going. I am so happy and so in love with my best friend, I am in love with the fact that I have someone who is there for me through everything and no matter what I can count on him. I am always so grateful but scared, because I never ever want to lose him. He mentioned something a little bit ago about my blogs on here. From the looks of it, I fall in love easily. I actually hate the fact that it really does look that way. I hate how I described my love for someone I really didn't know and whom was cheating on me at the time I was dating him. Someone who never deserved my love and honestly never really got it. I was more in love with the idea of being with someone than really with who he was. He made me feel like I was someone special because I had no one else showing that to me.. all I really wanted was to be happy.
Then I met Alex.
Alex made me question all of my feelings and all of the heart I put into a "non-existent" relationship. He made me want something REAL with someone I could see everyday, touch, kiss, and feel, not with only my hands but with my heart. I haven't truly felt like this about someone since I was in highschool. I know Alex would go to the ends of the earth for me and would never hurt me, I know he would never cheat on me and leave me for someone else. I know that through even the most tough situations, he would be there, holding my hand and telling me that everything will be okay. I have realized that I don't need someone telling me that i'm on their mind constantly, but showing me that I am. I don't need someone telling me they love me and then turn around and tell another girl the same thing. I don't need someone to give me just a little bit of their heart and afraid of giving me the entire thing, when I have given them mine. What I need is what Alex gives me, security, love, trust, understanding and most of all, friendship. He's honestly, the BEST best-friend, I have and will ever have. I will love you completely and truly forever and ever, Alex. ALWAYS!
I Love You.
-Elisa Marie Gomez Castro
Then I met Alex.
Alex made me question all of my feelings and all of the heart I put into a "non-existent" relationship. He made me want something REAL with someone I could see everyday, touch, kiss, and feel, not with only my hands but with my heart. I haven't truly felt like this about someone since I was in highschool. I know Alex would go to the ends of the earth for me and would never hurt me, I know he would never cheat on me and leave me for someone else. I know that through even the most tough situations, he would be there, holding my hand and telling me that everything will be okay. I have realized that I don't need someone telling me that i'm on their mind constantly, but showing me that I am. I don't need someone telling me they love me and then turn around and tell another girl the same thing. I don't need someone to give me just a little bit of their heart and afraid of giving me the entire thing, when I have given them mine. What I need is what Alex gives me, security, love, trust, understanding and most of all, friendship. He's honestly, the BEST best-friend, I have and will ever have. I will love you completely and truly forever and ever, Alex. ALWAYS!
I Love You.
-Elisa Marie Gomez Castro