Jul 03, 2005 20:47
being surrounded by people who have boyfriends does get depressing after awhile
you cant help but be jealous
especially if you have a crush who has a girlfriend or you dont have a chance with
im happy for them but yet you still want to have what they have
ive been single since december which lasted only like 2 weeks
and you cant help but feel pathetic
maybe thats just me
i dont know about you but waiting does get you to be a little inpatient
im REALLY shy when it comes to guys and i always feel like an outcast in a group
i dont say anything when im talking to a guy i like even tho i might have alot to say
i freeze
go blank
but i guess all you can say is
thats life alex
so yeah 813-362-9741
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