I think im actually in love with alyson hannigan..
Yep ive spent all of my waking day watching her.. i love my cousins season 3 boxset.
Hmm been thinking seriously.. i dont know if im better off free or restrained. I am a good single, with no ties, i dont have to think about consequesnces and can feel the emotions i want when i want..however restrained (in a metaphorical sense, mostly) i would be constantly needed and loved..and im not one of those people who need someone to feel whole. Im one of those people who likes to be part of somethng as special as a loving relationship, which so far has been impossible for me...as im better off free....hmmm
Ok well im leaving bert alone in that respect, out of respect...shes lovely and perty and i jus wanna scrunch her up and look after her and make her happy..but i know i wouldnt, id shove her away and when i was out, to the back of my mind and id make her unhappy because thats the kind of person i am...with emily, god knows i do love her, but nobody else seems to believe me... I dont think in this dimension it would be a good idea for us to get together due to the complete lack of compatibility, but there again its a bit like the angel buffy thing, hes a vamp, shes a slayer, even spike knows they will "never be friends", they can hate every bit in each other but they will never be friends, because they are always in love. godamnit.
Hmm a lot of people think willow looks her best when an evil witch, i tend to disagree check out season 3 hot willow vampire *drool*
I get depressed after watching buffy purely because i dont have a friend group like that, and we dont have a hot witch, funny xander or an ass kicking slayer, and if i did then id be in stonebow. When the video ends and the vcr clicks and whirrs the magic doesnt carry on, i cant make my eyes go black and turn things into rats, i wont see vampires and run in to grab some stakes and my axe, and not only because my parents threw my axe away.. if someone goes missing at college, their body wont turn up in the fridge in the cafeteria, and not just because the doors broken or because you couldnt fit a body in there... mph i wanna be a slayer.
i also want to do some kick-ass drawings and paintings, but i cant because i am knakcered and have to get up early tomorrow. damnit.
Either way, i am gonna go beddy-byes now, night night xxx
Hmm been thinking seriously.. i dont know if im better off free or restrained. I am a good single, with no ties, i dont have to think about consequesnces and can feel the emotions i want when i want..however restrained (in a metaphorical sense, mostly) i would be constantly needed and loved..and im not one of those people who need someone to feel whole. Im one of those people who likes to be part of somethng as special as a loving relationship, which so far has been impossible for me...as im better off free....hmmm
Ok well im leaving bert alone in that respect, out of respect...shes lovely and perty and i jus wanna scrunch her up and look after her and make her happy..but i know i wouldnt, id shove her away and when i was out, to the back of my mind and id make her unhappy because thats the kind of person i am...with emily, god knows i do love her, but nobody else seems to believe me... I dont think in this dimension it would be a good idea for us to get together due to the complete lack of compatibility, but there again its a bit like the angel buffy thing, hes a vamp, shes a slayer, even spike knows they will "never be friends", they can hate every bit in each other but they will never be friends, because they are always in love. godamnit.
Hmm a lot of people think willow looks her best when an evil witch, i tend to disagree check out season 3 hot willow vampire *drool*
I get depressed after watching buffy purely because i dont have a friend group like that, and we dont have a hot witch, funny xander or an ass kicking slayer, and if i did then id be in stonebow. When the video ends and the vcr clicks and whirrs the magic doesnt carry on, i cant make my eyes go black and turn things into rats, i wont see vampires and run in to grab some stakes and my axe, and not only because my parents threw my axe away.. if someone goes missing at college, their body wont turn up in the fridge in the cafeteria, and not just because the doors broken or because you couldnt fit a body in there... mph i wanna be a slayer.
i also want to do some kick-ass drawings and paintings, but i cant because i am knakcered and have to get up early tomorrow. damnit.
Either way, i am gonna go beddy-byes now, night night xxx