Feb 08, 2005 21:37
Well i hate msn...i darent go offline til someone comes online to talk to because i fear i wont be able to log back on...its taken 3 hours to finally get it to work. And im not leaving til ive spoken to someone.
heh i am stubborn...Well today has been...un-fun (?) i woke up with big puffy eyes, so they hurt a lot, coughing up my lungs and unable to eat without being sick :( But despite all that i feel absolutely wondercrumpful
My mother tried to get me to eat meat, i obviously tried to pull her voicebox out, then she tried to hide it in the potato...jus like she used to with the pills..but im miles ahead of her..oh yes, she is no match to my superior intellect...im starving...
Also dying for a smoke, i got caught clambering in and out of my window last night...ive been doing it since i was 13 and ive just got caught, mind i did make a bit of a noise when i landed on the dog...fucker bit me!
I need to paint my nails, but as mentioned before, i have to use msn.
Ohh and i made a new cd...its actually cool considering my music taste...
Lots of muse chilis and radiohead...
i wonder if bertridge will be online..im supposed to be seeing her tomorrow..but somehow i doubt i will...although i feel rather bad about trying to corrupt her..
ooh put cd player on charge....
right, all at peace with myself now...god i love the chilis...to quote from buffy "is it me or are you turning into a bibbling idiot?"
Maybe i should start doing that, instead of unleashing buffy quotes on my poor friends, i should channel them into here...or would i feel like a twat? oh nevermind i am....
Ohh lorna also msgd me earlier on fp asking why we dont talk anymore and saying ive lasted a long time with bert, and that she could have done an open relationship...So i msgd back, im not not talking to her, shes the one ignoring me...why do my exes always ask why im not talking to them?..uhh oh yeah, i reminded her that she didnt want an open relationship, and reminded myself that im glad she didnt, cause it could have taken even longer to get out of it...And that i wouldnt be all soppy with berty...i think thats the bit id miss the most...Tuh ive really got to think before i go messing around...as i was saying on sunday, i tend to mess girls around too much...sorry all people ive messed around...well apart from lorna and tom...
ok...im gonna give it 5 mins,then im leaving msn behind and il call bert later...god im turning stalker-ish...nevermind...
hmm 5 mins gone...i think il go stuff myself with grapes..you can tell if they have chicken in them! and see if its safe to smoke...by safe i mean i wont get caught...SMOKING KILLS!
uhm..night xxx