it all makes you wonder

[bee_baby]

Sometimes I like to wonder who my true friends are. Just because you've been friends with someone so long doesn't make them your "true" best friend. Something happened this weekend that made me open my eyes and realize how this world doesn't like me all that much. I'm always concerned with the well being of my "friends" and never focus on what is good for me...I always listen to what my friends think.and not what I feel. My friends are selfish and always get what they want...so maybe I should be selfish too, maybe then finally things would go my way. But then i think..God doesn't want people to be selfish...it's a sin. That would make my friends well sinners. Hmm...and I wanna hang out with them weird. People who make stupid decisions..always getting in trouble...blaming shit on me...and talking behinmd my back and being shitty friends....I think it's time to invest in some new friends.

People I love: Dawn, Leeanna, Kayla, Caitlyn, Jack, brittany, Jared, Adam, Becca, Stacey, Ashley

People I love but Aren't gettin along with: Erica, Jon