Self Therapy
I started my garden yesterday, the ground was so shitty I had to buy top soil. I think that by writing in my journal, and gardening and relaxing, I'll help myself do alot better. At least until I can afford a psychologist. I didn't go to school today cuz my stomach hurts like a mofo. Its been hurting on and off for days. Last night it hurt so bad at work I could barely stand up, so they let me on my break early and I ate to fill my stomach, but apparently that wasn't the problem, because not even a 1/2 hour later it started hurting again. So they were like You know ur sick and its really slow here so you should just go home. So I lay down at Paul's house, we watched Holes again, its such a great movie b/c of its awesome plot. I couldn't go to sleep right away b/c it was so fucking hot and my dad wouldn't turn the AC on! It seems like it just skipped spring and went right into summer. I just can't wait til graduation. It seems like its taking just to long to get here, this last month is dragging. The AP tests are coming up and like none of us have started studing. So anyways Paul and I are good. I need to shower so off I go...