"I can't belive I fell for your schemes, I'm smarter than that..."
I'm trying to figure out why my elbow hurts...Anyway there is some serious bullshit in my life right now. I find myself hanging out w/ old friends and going for walks more, to get away from it all. Thank God for senior week. My sis told me I can't save everyone no matter how I try. But for some reason I keep trying w/ these dumb bitches. I swear...Sereena and Paul are getting on my nerves right about now. I honestly tried to help her w/ no personal gain. She's all like (to Paul) "It's ok, everything will be ok if you just tell me I'm the only girl for you and as long as you promise not to ever cheat again!" What the fuck ever! And this was AFTER I told her all the shit he's done (like the abuse, lying to her over and over, cheating, driving me out to Buttfuck, MD and trying to leave me there, jealous psycho rampages, slitting his wrists b/c I broke up w/ him, the abortion, the constant bickering...etc)! I'm like What the fuck? Are you crazy or stupid?! He still hurt you, and its not like we slept together once, oh no, I can't even remember how many times we did! That's the fucked up thing. I swear. I try to help her, warn her and shit but no, she's like well...
EERRR......Omg it just pisses me off, b/c I could see her not believing me, but how could she not believe Lizzie, Jesse, and her friends too! What would they have to gain from it? Plus I wouldn't go out Paul again if he were a billionare b/c he's a psycho asshole and has done way too much shit to me and he would never be w/ me again either!! I just hope she makes the right decision and leaves his ass.
I think I'm done. I am going to forget about it and not care. Maybe I'll reconsider if something changes my mind. But I seriously doubt it. Too much bullshit. Thank God for senior week, so I get get the fuck away from it all.
EERRR......Omg it just pisses me off, b/c I could see her not believing me, but how could she not believe Lizzie, Jesse, and her friends too! What would they have to gain from it? Plus I wouldn't go out Paul again if he were a billionare b/c he's a psycho asshole and has done way too much shit to me and he would never be w/ me again either!! I just hope she makes the right decision and leaves his ass.
I think I'm done. I am going to forget about it and not care. Maybe I'll reconsider if something changes my mind. But I seriously doubt it. Too much bullshit. Thank God for senior week, so I get get the fuck away from it all.