"All you need is love is a lie..."

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"...cuz we had love and we still said goodbye." John Mayer

This is the first time I've actually broke down and cried, seriously cried. Last week I was busy every single day with work or school or the New York trip that I didn't really have the chance to really be broken hearted except for the night it happened. I feel like hell and just really can't take it. I just don't understand. We talked tonight and I still don't understand. I just don't know why he had to break my heart.

"It only hurts when I'm breathing" - Shania Twain

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again

[Chorus:]
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget