First day

[bee48]

Today is the first day of lent and my first day of being an "ex-smoker." Yesterday was my last day to smoke. After I had nearly an entire pack, which really didnt feel well after days of cutting back, I took the last cig in the pack and broke it in half. I said goodbye and let go. Its gonna be so hard, but I know I can do it! You're allowed to have whatever your sacrifice is on Sundays (my priest told me), but I really wanna try not doing that, unless I'm like desperate lol. I went to the cafeteria at school this morning and bought like 3 packs of gum and a thing of twizzlers lol. I hope it helps when I get cravings [but honestly how will i know] Cold turkey. Hmm that reminds me...I'm fasting and I'm hungry :(

Wish me luck everyone!