Head on
I almost died last night.
I almost died and I risked the life of one of my closest friends. I came so close - too close. How could I be so stupid? After everything, I just wanted to die. I could have gone to jail and everything would have been over. He could have taken me away, if he wanted. And they say your life flashes before your eyes before you come close, but my mind went blank. Maybe its because I didn't come close enough. But I was so close, my soul almost jumped out of my body. I felt it pull and leap. The scariest thing in my entire life. I think its over now, but it'll never truly be over, I'll always remember. What a fucking way to end my birthday.
But what else was I supposed to do? I had to get her home. I had to get out us of there. There must be a lesson, whatever it was I learned it. Never never. Never again...
Scariest thing in my entire life, and no one was there for me.
I almost died and I risked the life of one of my closest friends. I came so close - too close. How could I be so stupid? After everything, I just wanted to die. I could have gone to jail and everything would have been over. He could have taken me away, if he wanted. And they say your life flashes before your eyes before you come close, but my mind went blank. Maybe its because I didn't come close enough. But I was so close, my soul almost jumped out of my body. I felt it pull and leap. The scariest thing in my entire life. I think its over now, but it'll never truly be over, I'll always remember. What a fucking way to end my birthday.
But what else was I supposed to do? I had to get her home. I had to get out us of there. There must be a lesson, whatever it was I learned it. Never never. Never again...
Scariest thing in my entire life, and no one was there for me.