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Jul 08, 2007 01:39

I just feel lonley right now. It's stupid becuase I'm always surrounded by so many people. I feel like not one person knows who I actually am. I have so many aquantences but not very many true friends. People let friends come and go, like it's nothing. I'm just not like that. I just want a bestfriend, somone to spend everyday with. But i'm very picky and thats my fault.

To be completly honest I want a relationship right now, witch is weird beuase I've always said i want to be single. Theres this person that keeps showing up in my dreams..it's actually weird and kind of scary in a way. I want this person thats in my dreams. Everytime I think of it I get this wierd feeling. My dreams are too real and I don't want to dream like this anymore. I don't even know who it is. I just want somone, boy or girl, i don't care as long as I feel some sort of connection, as stupid as that sounds.
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