Jul 25, 2005 20:17
lol . .. heyy had a strange day today.. so0o strange .. i didnt wake up until 2:30 and it was my dads 55th bdy.. but then i got my loan approved for college thanx to my uncle.. but then i start flipping out again b/c i feel like im doing this by my self .. even tho as i just said MY UNCLE helped me w/ the loan lol .. but its very stressfull .. movin in exactly a month from wed! every1 seems to be taking this as an everday thing .. but its NOT .. and then i have ASSHOLES putting me down when im trying to SHOP .. which is the thing i do to get away from all the work and shit st packup and go! i love vacations, im talking about the vacations where your parents fight ,and ur in the car for 10 hours+ .. im talking about sailing on crystal waters and lying out near the pool... but you know i shouldnt be complaining , there are plenty of ppl that would love to be in my shoes i guess. but as i said its just a stressfulltime now. .. blarg