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Nov 29, 2004 16:11

Kenny fidgets on his bed for a few moments before opening the journal client. He's got something rather pressing on his mind at the moment and he doesn't really know what to do.

So, my Thanksgiving and subsequent weekend were shitty. Thanks for asking. I really dislike this holiday, not because it's a farce, which it is, and not because it involves family, which it does. I hate Thanksgiving because honestly, I don't feel grateful. There are some times that I would just rather be dead than here and so I feel no gratitude in my heart.

I wanted to call home, but I wouldn't have known what to say to them. "Thanks for sending me here, Mom and Dad, I feel even more alone that I did at home." At least at home I was alone and comfortable. I don't think I'll ever get used to the antiseptic smell of this place.

Oh well.

K.

Kenny presses post and puts the laptop away. There's some sunlight coming in through the window that light his features up. He glowers at the window for a moment before leaving the room, attempting to find someone to talk to.
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