Jan 05, 2005 13:45
Kenny opens a letter that he received in the mail. After reading over the first few lines, he crumples it up and tosses it under his bed. He pulls out his laptop and closes down his game of solitaire. The journal client opens up and he begins typing.
Fuck fuck fuck.
Another letter from the parents. Blasting me for not letting them come to visit. The next line after that: "When do you think you're going to be coming home? Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to explain that our son has been institutionalized?" Etc. Blah blah blah.
Honestly, do they think things like that are motivational? I guess they must because that's basically the message I've been getting since I was little. "This B is an embarrassment to your father and I, Kenny." The only time they paid any attention was when I was embarrassing them.
And it's the same in here. I really wish I had a cigarette.
And then there's the Ace and Johnny sitch. And believe me, is it a twisted sitch. But you know all about it, so I won't bore myself with the details. I really need to talk to Dr. Allman, or any doctor that is not Dr. Lacey.
Seriously.
Kenny posts and blows a large bubble with his gum. After popping it with his finger, he looks over at the sleeping form of Ace. He sighs and climbs under his own covers, attempting to block out the world.