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Kenny is staring out the window of his room, looking rather glum. He is fidgety and appears to be agitated over something. Ace is in the bed, sleeping soundly. After a few moments of staring out the window, Kenny pulls out his laptop.
Hola again.
I'm still nervous and anxious over not remembering anything. I feel like I did a lot of things that I probably shouldn't have, you know? Like maybe I cheated on Ace?
I spoke to Dr. Allman again last night, poor guy has way too much on his mind. I almost felt like I was playing the therapist... almost. I've been on his mind, which is comforting as he is my doctor. I have to go see him twice a week, even when I feel fine. That's pretty stupid. I'm also going to be put on meds, which isn't too bad. He said my old doctor should have his license taken away for not putting me on something. I agreed. He's really nice, I hope things work out for him.
I'm still having trouble sleeping on my own, luckily I don't have to worry about it too much. I'm getting sleep inducers from Dr. Allman still though. I just hope they aren't like the last pills that I took. I hated those.
I've been thinking about the stuff Ace talked to me about awhile ago. Obviously whatever happened with Jeff was pretty painful, he won't really talk about it. I mean, I'm sure if I asked about it, he'd tell me some of it, but I don't want to push him. You know? Fuck it, I want to know.
K
Kenny presses post and leaves his laptop on his bed in favor of crawling into bed with sleeping Ace. He lays for a moment before waking Ace to talk.
Hola again.
I'm still nervous and anxious over not remembering anything. I feel like I did a lot of things that I probably shouldn't have, you know? Like maybe I cheated on Ace?
I spoke to Dr. Allman again last night, poor guy has way too much on his mind. I almost felt like I was playing the therapist... almost. I've been on his mind, which is comforting as he is my doctor. I have to go see him twice a week, even when I feel fine. That's pretty stupid. I'm also going to be put on meds, which isn't too bad. He said my old doctor should have his license taken away for not putting me on something. I agreed. He's really nice, I hope things work out for him.
I'm still having trouble sleeping on my own, luckily I don't have to worry about it too much. I'm getting sleep inducers from Dr. Allman still though. I just hope they aren't like the last pills that I took. I hated those.
I've been thinking about the stuff Ace talked to me about awhile ago. Obviously whatever happened with Jeff was pretty painful, he won't really talk about it. I mean, I'm sure if I asked about it, he'd tell me some of it, but I don't want to push him. You know? Fuck it, I want to know.
K
Kenny presses post and leaves his laptop on his bed in favor of crawling into bed with sleeping Ace. He lays for a moment before waking Ace to talk.