better now...sorta
Ok well i'm still confused about a lot of things. But i want a man, and a boy, all in one sweet little package. Here's a list of things I want.
- I want someone who knows me (fav food, wat I routinly watch, my biggest fear, etc.)
- I want someone who when I wake up in the morning, I can put on their jeans
- I want someone who (in a very NON-creepy way) will wake up a few minutes before I do, and will stay completely still watching the way I sleep
- I want someone who i can cry on their shoulder, even for the dumbest reason
- I want someone who can do their own thing without me, but still thinks about me when they're gone.
- I want someone who i can watch a movie with, and not feel obligated to makeout or let them touch me, we can just enjoy the movie together.
- I want someone who I can see, and we can go eat dinner at 59 Diner, and then go take pictures in the photo booth
- I want someone who will let me do what I want to do, and they can do what they love to do
- I want someone who is gonna call me when they can't sleep, and so we have the most random conversation ever!
- I want someone who isn't afraid to come deal with my parents and having dinner with them(or some shit like that)
- I want someone who I can trust
- I want someone who wants to tell me their shit, and who wants to listen to mine and doesn't get me down about it
- I want someone who is willing to get into trouble for my sake
- I want someone who wants to protect me, not kick someone's ass, just make sure they never have a reason to
- I want someone who I can see walking in a crowd and say, "That's mine." With a smile on my face
- I want someone who will like me best when i just wake up, just get outta the shower, without my make up, when i'm just me!
- I want ... a fairy tail!
Unless one a you shnazy guys can meet all these! ;)
No, I want someone who is soooo fucking unavailable to me. And it's not that I wanna do him, I do but that's besides the point, I want to know him. I wanna know what his favorite memory of his uncle billy-bob is. You know? I mean fuck! Grrr he's just soooo sweet and it's soooooooo agravating!
I mean today, i was like sooo fuking outa it, and iono why. Shit is just really overwhelming and depressing to me right now. So like i called him, and he came to my rescue. Like he held me and i felt insta-comfort. He's the only person who can make me feel good right now. And he's soo cute with the way he is and how he talks. And when he says my name, it's the same way everyone else does, but at the same time it's soooo much more! I'm soooooo lost you guys! What the fuck am I gonna do? I don't wanna obsess, and i don't think i am. But this situation, I mean, how do you act when you want to be with someone soooo bad, but you can't. Thats what I thought, point made exactly. I'll get over it soon enough.
- I want someone who knows me (fav food, wat I routinly watch, my biggest fear, etc.)
- I want someone who when I wake up in the morning, I can put on their jeans
- I want someone who (in a very NON-creepy way) will wake up a few minutes before I do, and will stay completely still watching the way I sleep
- I want someone who i can cry on their shoulder, even for the dumbest reason
- I want someone who can do their own thing without me, but still thinks about me when they're gone.
- I want someone who i can watch a movie with, and not feel obligated to makeout or let them touch me, we can just enjoy the movie together.
- I want someone who I can see, and we can go eat dinner at 59 Diner, and then go take pictures in the photo booth
- I want someone who will let me do what I want to do, and they can do what they love to do
- I want someone who is gonna call me when they can't sleep, and so we have the most random conversation ever!
- I want someone who isn't afraid to come deal with my parents and having dinner with them(or some shit like that)
- I want someone who I can trust
- I want someone who wants to tell me their shit, and who wants to listen to mine and doesn't get me down about it
- I want someone who is willing to get into trouble for my sake
- I want someone who wants to protect me, not kick someone's ass, just make sure they never have a reason to
- I want someone who I can see walking in a crowd and say, "That's mine." With a smile on my face
- I want someone who will like me best when i just wake up, just get outta the shower, without my make up, when i'm just me!
- I want ... a fairy tail!
Unless one a you shnazy guys can meet all these! ;)
No, I want someone who is soooo fucking unavailable to me. And it's not that I wanna do him, I do but that's besides the point, I want to know him. I wanna know what his favorite memory of his uncle billy-bob is. You know? I mean fuck! Grrr he's just soooo sweet and it's soooooooo agravating!
I mean today, i was like sooo fuking outa it, and iono why. Shit is just really overwhelming and depressing to me right now. So like i called him, and he came to my rescue. Like he held me and i felt insta-comfort. He's the only person who can make me feel good right now. And he's soo cute with the way he is and how he talks. And when he says my name, it's the same way everyone else does, but at the same time it's soooo much more! I'm soooooo lost you guys! What the fuck am I gonna do? I don't wanna obsess, and i don't think i am. But this situation, I mean, how do you act when you want to be with someone soooo bad, but you can't. Thats what I thought, point made exactly. I'll get over it soon enough.