Decisions
History,
There is this girl called Jess, and i have known her for just under 3 years now, and the two of us, were never mates, but were more than people who just said hello to each other. we would chat randomly around campus if we saw each other, and were i don't know friends of a type, i guess. But over the last 5 weeks we have become really close, in one way but not in another. WHat i mean is she is at home for the summer and home is cornwall, not the closest place to London, but we have been txting loads since we last seen each other and we have become close, txting each other 4, 5, 6, 7, even 8 and more times a day, and chatting randomly on the phone for the best part of an hour each time. and i am almost certain that when she gets back to uni something more than friends could happen.
But i have been having an ethical debate in my head as to wether i should let anything happen, as now being a member of staff at the uni and Jess about to start her PGCE she would once again be a student. So i have been going over and over in my mind as to wether we should get together. And i think i have finally made up my mind.
Maybe even as i am writing this i am getting those feelings that say in my ear really loud what if she does not like you in a way that is more than friends?? good i wish i could stick a big poll though my brain sometimes and just follow my heart. which i think i am going to do.....
ouch thats better.
Right i am going to make a move on Jess as soon as she gets back on campus which is one month tomorrow.
I only hope that it all goes well, and that a relationship will be able to grow between us, as she is very cool and lovely, and beautiful and other words like that. I do not think that i am in love with jess but we do need to get to know each other a lot better and i think that that feeling will not be far behind.
well we will see what happens
There is this girl called Jess, and i have known her for just under 3 years now, and the two of us, were never mates, but were more than people who just said hello to each other. we would chat randomly around campus if we saw each other, and were i don't know friends of a type, i guess. But over the last 5 weeks we have become really close, in one way but not in another. WHat i mean is she is at home for the summer and home is cornwall, not the closest place to London, but we have been txting loads since we last seen each other and we have become close, txting each other 4, 5, 6, 7, even 8 and more times a day, and chatting randomly on the phone for the best part of an hour each time. and i am almost certain that when she gets back to uni something more than friends could happen.
But i have been having an ethical debate in my head as to wether i should let anything happen, as now being a member of staff at the uni and Jess about to start her PGCE she would once again be a student. So i have been going over and over in my mind as to wether we should get together. And i think i have finally made up my mind.
Maybe even as i am writing this i am getting those feelings that say in my ear really loud what if she does not like you in a way that is more than friends?? good i wish i could stick a big poll though my brain sometimes and just follow my heart. which i think i am going to do.....
ouch thats better.
Right i am going to make a move on Jess as soon as she gets back on campus which is one month tomorrow.
I only hope that it all goes well, and that a relationship will be able to grow between us, as she is very cool and lovely, and beautiful and other words like that. I do not think that i am in love with jess but we do need to get to know each other a lot better and i think that that feeling will not be far behind.
well we will see what happens