Resolutions
I don't believe in resolutions. Having a resolution generally means that you have problems that require solutions. Goals, on the other hand, are your targets, and I don't think they point to problems as much as they do give you a more...tangible, reachable ideas that you can incorporate into your life.
It's all semantics, I know, but I'm just saying!
2008 was a good year because I learned a lot about myself in terms of health, relationships, and self-importance. I think I attribute a lot of that learning to my friends, who, after much frustration, have finally set into my head that I should see myself in a far better light and know that I deserve the best of every situation...and to be happy.
2009 is going to be a busy year. I'm feeling like...I'm no longer focused so much on the whole "having a relationship" aspect. Or at least, I don't want to be -- I feel like it's such a huge issue for me all the time (what else would you be reading about?!). I don't like that because it lessens me, overall, as a person. I don't want to be That Girl, and that's on the road to being That Girl!
The bottom line is, I think if C is going to come around, he'll come around...and if not...I'll still have myself, and that is what's important. Of course, he's a great guy. Nobody has made me feel the way he has about myself and made me feel loved like that in a long time, but...I have other things on my plate, and if he can't be there...it's not as though my world stops. I have so many things to do...like fixing the house. Moving in. Transferring out of community college and finally finishing my English degree. And acting like an English major and finally getting around to gorging myself on books like some of my other friends get to do. Heh.
In any case, I'm excited to see what this year brings and how much all our lives change and what we go through -- resolutions, goals, unexpected changes and all!
It's all semantics, I know, but I'm just saying!
2008 was a good year because I learned a lot about myself in terms of health, relationships, and self-importance. I think I attribute a lot of that learning to my friends, who, after much frustration, have finally set into my head that I should see myself in a far better light and know that I deserve the best of every situation...and to be happy.
2009 is going to be a busy year. I'm feeling like...I'm no longer focused so much on the whole "having a relationship" aspect. Or at least, I don't want to be -- I feel like it's such a huge issue for me all the time (what else would you be reading about?!). I don't like that because it lessens me, overall, as a person. I don't want to be That Girl, and that's on the road to being That Girl!
The bottom line is, I think if C is going to come around, he'll come around...and if not...I'll still have myself, and that is what's important. Of course, he's a great guy. Nobody has made me feel the way he has about myself and made me feel loved like that in a long time, but...I have other things on my plate, and if he can't be there...it's not as though my world stops. I have so many things to do...like fixing the house. Moving in. Transferring out of community college and finally finishing my English degree. And acting like an English major and finally getting around to gorging myself on books like some of my other friends get to do. Heh.
In any case, I'm excited to see what this year brings and how much all our lives change and what we go through -- resolutions, goals, unexpected changes and all!