Aug 15, 2007 18:13
I can't join roller derby and this bugs me. I'm a spoiled lady and ususally I'm able to find a way of doing just about everything I want to do. I'm not trying to sound like a cunt, it just worked out that way. Anyhow, there are three practices plus one meeting a week and there's no way in hell I can devote that much time to something not school or David related. Maybe twice a week I could go skate with Ellen... that would be alright.
So far my internship is slow-going. I mean, it's my first week and my computer isn't on the network and no one really has anything for me to do. I straightened a closet the other day and today I was given a task of putting new address labels on a bunch of educational materials which I finished in about twenty minutes and then.... I read alot about cognitive behavioral therapy. I know that it will pick up and I'll have responsibilities and a purpose but right now it's sort of a drag.
Must call agency about moving to Korea and check if being a single mom eliminates this as a possibility. Thinking about teaching English for a year or so after graduation. It would help in the paying back the ginormous pile o' debt and I desperately want to travel. I'll settle down by the time David is four because it's important to me that he not be uprooted once school begins for him. Maybe this won't work out and I'll be back in the ville next year. Who knows.