Wow,
There has been so much going on the past few weeks and almost none of it good. I been fighting with Jamie but not really fighting just not getting along so hot, I been pushing everyone away and isolating myself from the world. I been learning a lot from my dad and how awful he can be and it never seems to end of awful things he keeps finding to do.
He summonds my grandfather (moms father) to court so that he can get a hold of my moms taxes which is retarded bwecause he has no right to view them, then a little less than a week later he is taking my grandfather to court to sue him for 5,000 dollars for work that he has done for them over the years which he won't get but just loves to make everyones life a living hell. He is causing more stress and spending more time and money into this whole thing than he has to. He caused my grandfather to stress out and well seeing my grandfather doesn't deal with stress so well he was rushed to the hospitol last week by ambliance. So I'm stressing out and worried as hell because i can't reach anyone to see how he is. Thats probably why I been fighting with Jamie so much and isolating myself. I'f isolated myself too much though. I push some people too far and it seems af if they are never coming back.
Nothing that I can do or it seems that way to me. Then there is everything that has been going on with Ryan and Shannon- not good but not getting into it. it's there business to tell who they want not mine so again - stress. I been spending as much time with Shannon as I could to help. I'm here now actually. She is using my phone so I can't leave till she's done which is fine.
UGH! I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm on a downward spiral back to being depressed all the time and I hate it. I feel there is nothing I can do about it. I know there is nothing. Anyway I'll just go home now and sleep till as late as possible get up and go to work then get home and go back to bed. thats all i seem to do lately. Anyway good by till i don't know when.
He summonds my grandfather (moms father) to court so that he can get a hold of my moms taxes which is retarded bwecause he has no right to view them, then a little less than a week later he is taking my grandfather to court to sue him for 5,000 dollars for work that he has done for them over the years which he won't get but just loves to make everyones life a living hell. He is causing more stress and spending more time and money into this whole thing than he has to. He caused my grandfather to stress out and well seeing my grandfather doesn't deal with stress so well he was rushed to the hospitol last week by ambliance. So I'm stressing out and worried as hell because i can't reach anyone to see how he is. Thats probably why I been fighting with Jamie so much and isolating myself. I'f isolated myself too much though. I push some people too far and it seems af if they are never coming back.
Nothing that I can do or it seems that way to me. Then there is everything that has been going on with Ryan and Shannon- not good but not getting into it. it's there business to tell who they want not mine so again - stress. I been spending as much time with Shannon as I could to help. I'm here now actually. She is using my phone so I can't leave till she's done which is fine.
UGH! I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm on a downward spiral back to being depressed all the time and I hate it. I feel there is nothing I can do about it. I know there is nothing. Anyway I'll just go home now and sleep till as late as possible get up and go to work then get home and go back to bed. thats all i seem to do lately. Anyway good by till i don't know when.