can you feel your heart beat racing..............
last week was craziness for me and my confusion, but im not gonna talk about that anymore...
weekend was good...me and nat and aaron and nolan went to a party friday...
before i left i get a call from derek, BIG surprise because i havnt talked to him in FOREVER, not that i didnt miss him, but yeah i couldnt talk, so he called me saturday and we talked for like an hour.
saturday, i woke aaron up and we had a LONG talk, it was great, a much needed one, then my brother asked me and him to take him to vahalla for this thingy that was going on so we both were like fine, we just chilled there watching wubbles play and he just would wrap his arms around me and i was ready to just fall asleep with him lol....
as for saturday night i decided to stay in....wish i hadnt because sooo many people called me with stuff to do, but oh well lol, or so i tell myself.
sunday i went to open houses with people, then chilled at bobs for a few with brandon jeff and joe. then went home and had a dinner date with my ben hidy, it was sooo nice i missed him and we got to talk about sooo much stuff. then we stopped by aarons for a few, it wasnt weird but i just didnt know how to balance my BF and my good guy friend when they dont know eachother, but it was fine,
yesterday... well aaron and me went to lunch. i got a call from office max where they interviewed me, saying he would like to hire me starting at 7.50 an hour...i was sooooo excited YESSSSS...
then i went home and cleaned the kitchen and derek called and him mom invited me over for dinner because she was making my all time favorite cheesy potatoes YUM.... me and derek had an interesting talk about his life.
then i went to aarons. i was sooo sad because aaron was upset about something that im not gonna get into. but he really made me think about how a certain person treats me in my life and its crazy how much he cared, hes seriously was sooo angry and its weird because i should be the one thinking and feeling how he does, but im too nice and blinde myself sometimes.
ANYWAYS, that got long, sorry its been a while...ill ttyl
~*Rachael*~
weekend was good...me and nat and aaron and nolan went to a party friday...
before i left i get a call from derek, BIG surprise because i havnt talked to him in FOREVER, not that i didnt miss him, but yeah i couldnt talk, so he called me saturday and we talked for like an hour.
saturday, i woke aaron up and we had a LONG talk, it was great, a much needed one, then my brother asked me and him to take him to vahalla for this thingy that was going on so we both were like fine, we just chilled there watching wubbles play and he just would wrap his arms around me and i was ready to just fall asleep with him lol....
as for saturday night i decided to stay in....wish i hadnt because sooo many people called me with stuff to do, but oh well lol, or so i tell myself.
sunday i went to open houses with people, then chilled at bobs for a few with brandon jeff and joe. then went home and had a dinner date with my ben hidy, it was sooo nice i missed him and we got to talk about sooo much stuff. then we stopped by aarons for a few, it wasnt weird but i just didnt know how to balance my BF and my good guy friend when they dont know eachother, but it was fine,
yesterday... well aaron and me went to lunch. i got a call from office max where they interviewed me, saying he would like to hire me starting at 7.50 an hour...i was sooooo excited YESSSSS...
then i went home and cleaned the kitchen and derek called and him mom invited me over for dinner because she was making my all time favorite cheesy potatoes YUM.... me and derek had an interesting talk about his life.
then i went to aarons. i was sooo sad because aaron was upset about something that im not gonna get into. but he really made me think about how a certain person treats me in my life and its crazy how much he cared, hes seriously was sooo angry and its weird because i should be the one thinking and feeling how he does, but im too nice and blinde myself sometimes.
ANYWAYS, that got long, sorry its been a while...ill ttyl
~*Rachael*~