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Dear J,
Thank you for care enough to come find me. IT's ok, i have realized that it is just one huge flaw that incompetent humans possess. I would like you to take my gamecube. You can have it, but i hope you feel guilty everytime you play it. I am sorry for that, but i am a little frustrated. I know that i can be frustrating to a point, but it is only because i am testing you to see just how much you care, and how far i can push you. Sorry for that too. I am a fucked up individual, but i think that you may have contributed just a bit, you know by sleeping with several ppl, and embarrassing me. I don't know that i can deal with this anymore. Jennifer does not like you at all, and to have my two friends not get along, tears me up inside, and punishment. My therapist advises me not to see you because you are a threat to me. This is true because things tend to happen when ppl act naughty around me. Perhaps i just want to save you, and take care off you, make you better than what you are know. I don't want to think of you as a project to mold, but someone i can talk to, who will listen, and give great advice. All my relationships thus far have been rather one sided, and i can't handle this. Why why why?
When you are growing up people tell you not to do things because you have potential. What the hell do they know? Everyone has the same amount of potential no matter who they are, therefore it does not matter what you do, because someone else will pick up where you left off.
You do not matter!!!!!
The world will keep spinning when you are gone, people will live on, and we tile over your existence just like a nasty hardwood floor with years of wear and tear. Sure, theoretically you still exist in the houses of people's minds, but you are in the background now, only to bethought of when you show through the tile of their happy existence.
Sincerely sorry,
E
Thank you for care enough to come find me. IT's ok, i have realized that it is just one huge flaw that incompetent humans possess. I would like you to take my gamecube. You can have it, but i hope you feel guilty everytime you play it. I am sorry for that, but i am a little frustrated. I know that i can be frustrating to a point, but it is only because i am testing you to see just how much you care, and how far i can push you. Sorry for that too. I am a fucked up individual, but i think that you may have contributed just a bit, you know by sleeping with several ppl, and embarrassing me. I don't know that i can deal with this anymore. Jennifer does not like you at all, and to have my two friends not get along, tears me up inside, and punishment. My therapist advises me not to see you because you are a threat to me. This is true because things tend to happen when ppl act naughty around me. Perhaps i just want to save you, and take care off you, make you better than what you are know. I don't want to think of you as a project to mold, but someone i can talk to, who will listen, and give great advice. All my relationships thus far have been rather one sided, and i can't handle this. Why why why?
When you are growing up people tell you not to do things because you have potential. What the hell do they know? Everyone has the same amount of potential no matter who they are, therefore it does not matter what you do, because someone else will pick up where you left off.
You do not matter!!!!!
The world will keep spinning when you are gone, people will live on, and we tile over your existence just like a nasty hardwood floor with years of wear and tear. Sure, theoretically you still exist in the houses of people's minds, but you are in the background now, only to bethought of when you show through the tile of their happy existence.
Sincerely sorry,
E