For A Friend
So it's been a while.
This was always meant to be a place to put down my dreams and life experiences.
i dropped it like a hot potato but now i've decided i'm back!!
A friend, i've never met her, we'd walk past each other in the street, appears to be having a shit time. Read this, you are normal, you are more than normal and you are wonderful and fantastic. To prove it here are excerpts from my overflowing life.
14 is nearly 15. I was told to get him tested for ADHD, ADD, Aspergers, Autism. Fuck that, that means i've failed. So instead I spend all week receiving and responding to emails from school and lecturing and teaching and punishing. My friends son "bagged" a kid and looked at porn. Stop punishing yourself, why was porn available on a school computer? shouldn't they be taking some of this heat for not actually having an IT dept that knows how to block access to porn??? I was called in as 14 nearly 15 had printed the words bell end in IT and sent it to the printer 1500 times!! bell end is the tip of the penis for those that don't know. he called his ART teacher a hippy lesbian, I laughed and said is she a hippy - yes, is she a lesbian - more than likely! His condition means he's slightly blunt but really!! I laughed because he lately has kissed me and hugged me. he has told me he needs to grow up and that will happen with your son. He will wake up one day and realise he has the ability to make his own choices and go with it. Bear with him, love him, cherish him, protect him, it will be repaid ten times over.
I can't move even though our mortgage is crippling us, i have no money, the kids ask for trainers I superglue the soles on the ones that they have.
Me and my husband spend no time together whatsoever, he plays WOW and RIFT. I get annoyed but i love him. I don't shout i secretly sit there and tell myself it will be alright.
You say about lawns being greener, you are a wonderful wife and mother, you are living a true and sometimes wild life as we all are. i will restart my story telling. When it happens its horrendous and i wonder how I will get through it then 3 weeks later I type it out here and its all A OK.
It will be for you too, you know who you are and you have got this far.....I beleive you will get further just as one day I will and now i shall end on a horrible shocking note.
My 10 year old princess recently asked what kind of lightbulb we had bought...the flower shaped one or the one shaped like a penis??? I daren't ask!!
Be proud, Be strong, Be You!!! thinking of you Beth xxx
This was always meant to be a place to put down my dreams and life experiences.
i dropped it like a hot potato but now i've decided i'm back!!
A friend, i've never met her, we'd walk past each other in the street, appears to be having a shit time. Read this, you are normal, you are more than normal and you are wonderful and fantastic. To prove it here are excerpts from my overflowing life.
14 is nearly 15. I was told to get him tested for ADHD, ADD, Aspergers, Autism. Fuck that, that means i've failed. So instead I spend all week receiving and responding to emails from school and lecturing and teaching and punishing. My friends son "bagged" a kid and looked at porn. Stop punishing yourself, why was porn available on a school computer? shouldn't they be taking some of this heat for not actually having an IT dept that knows how to block access to porn??? I was called in as 14 nearly 15 had printed the words bell end in IT and sent it to the printer 1500 times!! bell end is the tip of the penis for those that don't know. he called his ART teacher a hippy lesbian, I laughed and said is she a hippy - yes, is she a lesbian - more than likely! His condition means he's slightly blunt but really!! I laughed because he lately has kissed me and hugged me. he has told me he needs to grow up and that will happen with your son. He will wake up one day and realise he has the ability to make his own choices and go with it. Bear with him, love him, cherish him, protect him, it will be repaid ten times over.
I can't move even though our mortgage is crippling us, i have no money, the kids ask for trainers I superglue the soles on the ones that they have.
Me and my husband spend no time together whatsoever, he plays WOW and RIFT. I get annoyed but i love him. I don't shout i secretly sit there and tell myself it will be alright.
You say about lawns being greener, you are a wonderful wife and mother, you are living a true and sometimes wild life as we all are. i will restart my story telling. When it happens its horrendous and i wonder how I will get through it then 3 weeks later I type it out here and its all A OK.
It will be for you too, you know who you are and you have got this far.....I beleive you will get further just as one day I will and now i shall end on a horrible shocking note.
My 10 year old princess recently asked what kind of lightbulb we had bought...the flower shaped one or the one shaped like a penis??? I daren't ask!!
Be proud, Be strong, Be You!!! thinking of you Beth xxx