I knew it wouldn't be easy, but why does it have to be so fucking hard.
Today, on the drive home from dinner, I caught a glimpse of the moon. All I could think of was going somewhere
I was completely alone, and just watching the sky all night. Its not that the moon was that amazing, just how
I felt today. I just don't feel like being around anyone at the moment, even though I feel so lonely. Mainly I
think thats because I know that whoever i'm with, it won't be her. So whats the point?
My entire family is leaving for hawaii on friday, i'll be by myself for 10 days. That doesn't bother me, to
tell the truth, i'm going to enjoy being by myself in the house. I just wish I had something planned, but
I suppose it's a good thing I don't, not much free time lately. If I got my car back (yes, it's still gone)
I think i'd feel about better, and that in itself would give me plenty of stuff to do for the next month.
Since Ana left, all i've wanted to do was cruise at night in my car, its how I deal with any problem I have.
No other car will ever be able to match mine, and there isn't even any point in trying. I wish I had it,
I think it would sort out most of my problems. What really pisses me off, is the fact that in general, things
are pretty good right now. No, Ana isn't here, but school is going great (for the first time in my entire life)
and i'm not in any shit with anyone. I suppose that when one gap is filled another leak is sprung somewhere
else. Oh well, i'll deal.
I know the real reason you assholes read this, and thats for my culinary update. Well I made madeleine's today,
and home-made ice cream. Also, we went back to rolling our puff pastry, but I doubt we'll do anything with those
till wednesday, seeing as we still have to fold them. I have a picture of the madeleine's, but i'll upload
them tomorrow, with what else I did.
Later everyone, I miss you guys (some of you anyway)
P.S. Silversun Pickups, I heard of them about 3 weeks ago, and they are pretty good. You should check them
out. www.silversunpickups.com
I was completely alone, and just watching the sky all night. Its not that the moon was that amazing, just how
I felt today. I just don't feel like being around anyone at the moment, even though I feel so lonely. Mainly I
think thats because I know that whoever i'm with, it won't be her. So whats the point?
My entire family is leaving for hawaii on friday, i'll be by myself for 10 days. That doesn't bother me, to
tell the truth, i'm going to enjoy being by myself in the house. I just wish I had something planned, but
I suppose it's a good thing I don't, not much free time lately. If I got my car back (yes, it's still gone)
I think i'd feel about better, and that in itself would give me plenty of stuff to do for the next month.
Since Ana left, all i've wanted to do was cruise at night in my car, its how I deal with any problem I have.
No other car will ever be able to match mine, and there isn't even any point in trying. I wish I had it,
I think it would sort out most of my problems. What really pisses me off, is the fact that in general, things
are pretty good right now. No, Ana isn't here, but school is going great (for the first time in my entire life)
and i'm not in any shit with anyone. I suppose that when one gap is filled another leak is sprung somewhere
else. Oh well, i'll deal.
I know the real reason you assholes read this, and thats for my culinary update. Well I made madeleine's today,
and home-made ice cream. Also, we went back to rolling our puff pastry, but I doubt we'll do anything with those
till wednesday, seeing as we still have to fold them. I have a picture of the madeleine's, but i'll upload
them tomorrow, with what else I did.
Later everyone, I miss you guys (some of you anyway)
P.S. Silversun Pickups, I heard of them about 3 weeks ago, and they are pretty good. You should check them
out. www.silversunpickups.com