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[becuz_of_you]

&
now..this journal ends..
cos um.
igaveup&letherwin.
and i never let
A N Y O N E
beat me..but i found out,
that the only person i was
competing with..was me.
cos..either way..id be broken
into a million pieces.
so even though it makes me feel
like im weak, it actually proves
that im the strongest out of
all of you. i b e a t y o u.
i w o n.
youre the one who has the boyfriend
whos cheated on you for the 3/5
months youve been going out.
oh dang.
it hurts.
i know.

i remember the look in your eyes when i told you that this was goodbye you were begging me not tonight- not here, not now