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im so retarded.
school is so retarded.
2nd period i broke down.
i hit a locker so hard.
whitney looked at me in like
COMPLETE SHOCK.
like wtf did that come from..
i didnt know you could hit shit like that.
haha.
it was funny seeing her face right after.
but um..it left a bighurtfulbruiseonmyknuckle=(
then 5th period..
i go into that damn class.
to find out i have an EFFING C.
a C!@(#i$)%$
wtf.
i tryed my hardest
ALL EFFING 9 WEEKS IN THAT CLASS
TO GET A FLIPPING C.
i almost died.
then in english i just started balling
cos alex was like omg whats wrong melissa
and i just started crying.
i was like school is too much damn stress on me.
i cant wait till summer.
fuck semester exams.
i dont even care if i fail every
single of them anymore.
cos everytime i try.
i always fuck up somehow..
ugh.
oh yea.
and i love alex duling.
cos she made my day better.
and in english
she had the dashboard confessionals cd
and it made my day a lot lot better =)
*breathe in for look, breathe in so deep*
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im waiting for you
to come home..cos
you always seem to
make my day better =)
and i love you for that..
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