Jan 16, 2004 09:41
i've stopped writing public entries, not that it matters and i'm sticking with the friend's only. and if you only knew what i was writing you be terribly upset....
i'm going to vegas soon, oh yeah only four more months. and then hawaii is the month after.
i don't go out anymore, i have school. lots of school and too much homework.
actually i lied i went out to this bar that thinks i'm 21 even though i'm not. and i met the two owners, when i was wasted out of my mind. unfortunately, one of them kept giving me his number and all that jazz, and kept telling me i was 19. and when i said i was 22 he kept asking for my ID of which i said i didn't have on me. but still he didn't seem to mind too much they didn't kick me out. eh whatever, i won't be going back there anytime soon. i'm scared they might finally card me, and then i would be screwed. and yeah...you get the point.
moving on, tyler is over and done with. guys are over and done with, i don't even really talk to my friends anymore, they're just kind of there. god i need to move away and find some real friends. i need to find a real job, i hate the one i have. and i know that they're trying to get rid of me now. fucking assholes i hate them. it's too much work for me, trying to fucking work 40hrs a week and take two classes. on monday i was puking at work, every five minutes and when i said i was going home, everyone was like ok that fine, except for my boss who was pissed. because it was my fault something was fucked up inside me. dickless, selfish bastard.
i'm done venting