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He:
He is crazy.
He is staring at the ceiling again.
He is not understanding why he feels so upset.
He had a good time the other night. Was it last night?
He feels these moments are fleeting.
He misses you.
He thinks he's trying to find a replacement for you.
He hates to think that his heart longs for you.
He thinks that maybe this runs in the family.
He thinks that maybe there's no way to escape it.
He thinks he's turning out a lot like him.
He thinks that would upset a few people.
He thinks he needs to be comforted.
He needs a moment to not think.
He needs a moment to spend in your arms.
He needs to visit you again.
He thinks he needs to go to that place he swore he would never go again. That place that he never really stayed at to begin with, that place that he wanted to run so far away from and never look back to.
He thinks he needs to go back there.
He needs to feel the realness of that again.
He needs to feel you under him, over him, and all around him.
He still wants to be your he.
He feels he still belongs to you, even though you don't fit on this plane of existence anymore.
He is crazy.
He is staring at the ceiling again.
He is not understanding why he feels so upset.
He had a good time the other night. Was it last night?
He feels these moments are fleeting.
He misses you.
He thinks he's trying to find a replacement for you.
He hates to think that his heart longs for you.
He thinks that maybe this runs in the family.
He thinks that maybe there's no way to escape it.
He thinks he's turning out a lot like him.
He thinks that would upset a few people.
He thinks he needs to be comforted.
He needs a moment to not think.
He needs a moment to spend in your arms.
He needs to visit you again.
He thinks he needs to go to that place he swore he would never go again. That place that he never really stayed at to begin with, that place that he wanted to run so far away from and never look back to.
He thinks he needs to go back there.
He needs to feel the realness of that again.
He needs to feel you under him, over him, and all around him.
He still wants to be your he.
He feels he still belongs to you, even though you don't fit on this plane of existence anymore.