Oct 16, 2004 14:02
david and i are leaving madison tommorow. we are staying in town tonight to see micheal moore. last night i got drunk for the first time since i left louisville. more than likely i made an ass out of myself. i had a really good time talking to people though. it has been a long time since i felt comfortable around people enough to just talk freely. barnabus is here. he passed through louisville with penepole and raven a while back. he was a lot of fun to hang out with. i am super excited about coming home. i know that it isnt really warm there, but it has to be warmer than it is here. its freezing. i had dome crazy idea that i would travel for a while and id go back to louisville and it would always be summer there....boy was i wrong. its kind of upsetting just because i wasnt really ready to say goodbye to summer when i left louisville and i was not prepared for it to be cold out when we got back. im not nearly as afraid of the winter this year as i have been my past two winters living in kentucky. its strange, i know it will be bad but it always goes away and spring always comes and things are always happy and warm again. plus even though david wont be living in louisville with me, i have many other people to cuddle with. winter brings on a certian depression in me that doesnt happen at any other time. it is mostly associated with mornings. there are so many mornings that i wake up and look out the window and its grey. i just roll over and go right back to sleep. its not even here yet and i already want it to be over. ok, so today i am going to this coffee shop that is called lazy janes. the sign: made out of scrabble letters.