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[becomeanwarrior]

So, uh. Hey. People who have known me long enough, could I ask you a question?

...How do you guys feel about, you know, how I grew up and stuff, since I got here.

I don't know, it two in the morning and I can't shake these thoughts. Honest answers appreciated.

Comments

[whitrthanwhite]

... Silly? Honestly, I have to say the vast majority of your growth comes off as some sort of contest with other males.

[becomeanwarrior]

...I don't know if that's entirely true.

[whitrthanwhite]

Maybe not entirely true, but you do seem like a lot of your changes feel like you're trying to be Briar, or Juudai, or someone else? I like what you've done, but a lot of it feels like "Compensating"?

[becomeanwarrior]

I can't be Juudai. I admitted that to myself long ago.

Geo might have influenced my growth, but I'm still me.

[whitrthanwhite]

Maybe not be them, but I'd say trying to emulate other male role models and friends in your life is a lot of sense.

That and I think you're trying to avoid the Noriko trap, per say.

[becomeanwarrior]

Well it's not like very many people liked me before I decided to try and grow up and supposedly emulate male role models in my life.

Noriko trap?

[whitrthanwhite]

I think you might put too much emphasis in being liked.

You know exactly what I mean, we both know what promising or agreeing with Noriko means, and she's one of my best friends.