I feel better....
Why does my life have to be such a soap opera? I suppose because so much of life is Drama. Life is a theatre? Where the fuck did I pull that from...
So, I am feeling better. I am not going to move out. It would be selfish for me to do so. I mean THIS is the BEST place for my girls. A lot of my feelings are gratitude for the immense sacrifices he made, and I just need to keep that in check. I feel bad because he feels bad over what happened, but as he said, we can't take it back, just make the best of what we have, and move on.
So, I am feeling better. I am not going to move out. It would be selfish for me to do so. I mean THIS is the BEST place for my girls. A lot of my feelings are gratitude for the immense sacrifices he made, and I just need to keep that in check. I feel bad because he feels bad over what happened, but as he said, we can't take it back, just make the best of what we have, and move on.