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I am mucho bored. I could get ready to go, I have to go to the store to get milk and stuff before I drop the girls off, but I am procrastinating as usual...
Things seem alright around here. I have tons of gratitude for MQ Pettigrew. More than I may ever be able to express... I feel bad, though, for all the sacrifices he has made. I hate seeing him sleep on the floor while I am all semi-snug in HIS bed... 'course I really don't want to sleep on the floor...
Ok, deal is, he has been absolutely wonderful. This sucks. Why you ask? Well, I mean it is great to have someone be nice to me after the last two years of absolute hell, but, well, we all know how I am. A man is somewhat nice to me, and ta-da, I am in love.... I mean I fought like to hell to keep from falling in love with him two years ago, and all for naught, for I did, though I would never tell him that... That, too, is something I must work on. Expressing emotion... yes that will be number 3 on my self improvement list for the week.... But back to my point... the akwardness is gone, but there is this familiarity... weird, because, a few times this familiarity has nearly caused me to do something crazy like kiss him or something equally destructive... Perhaps I need to quit analyzing everything... keep ya posted...
Things seem alright around here. I have tons of gratitude for MQ Pettigrew. More than I may ever be able to express... I feel bad, though, for all the sacrifices he has made. I hate seeing him sleep on the floor while I am all semi-snug in HIS bed... 'course I really don't want to sleep on the floor...
Ok, deal is, he has been absolutely wonderful. This sucks. Why you ask? Well, I mean it is great to have someone be nice to me after the last two years of absolute hell, but, well, we all know how I am. A man is somewhat nice to me, and ta-da, I am in love.... I mean I fought like to hell to keep from falling in love with him two years ago, and all for naught, for I did, though I would never tell him that... That, too, is something I must work on. Expressing emotion... yes that will be number 3 on my self improvement list for the week.... But back to my point... the akwardness is gone, but there is this familiarity... weird, because, a few times this familiarity has nearly caused me to do something crazy like kiss him or something equally destructive... Perhaps I need to quit analyzing everything... keep ya posted...