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Like, I just want to discuss how fucking miserable our League games were tonight. Except I also don't, because I want to put it as the furthest thing from my mind.
I want to go pro with my boys. But nights like this just cut my confidence out from under me. If three out of five of us are playing are best characters, and two-fifths of the enemy team doesn't show up for the first eight minutes, and we still lose...
I know the lag-spasms where three or four of us just disconnected for a minute here and there helped nothing.
I know people have bad nights, I know the lag, I know it's not a sign that I suck and should quit. But I don't feel it. I just feel misery and dejection.
I want to go pro with my boys. But nights like this just cut my confidence out from under me. If three out of five of us are playing are best characters, and two-fifths of the enemy team doesn't show up for the first eight minutes, and we still lose...
I know the lag-spasms where three or four of us just disconnected for a minute here and there helped nothing.
I know people have bad nights, I know the lag, I know it's not a sign that I suck and should quit. But I don't feel it. I just feel misery and dejection.