Locomotive Breath
I am weirdly "meh" about life, the universe, and everything right now. I have a hard time actually getting up in the morning, a hard time getting the energy to work on project, and a hard time forcing myself to do the schoolwork I need to do for my classes.
Apparently I am just going to wing my classes tomorrow.
I hate about half my classes. I don't want to write plays, and I don't care about 17th-century literature. The professors both have a nasty habit of mumbling, and one of them gives shit-poor directions on what he actually wants you to do for an assignment.
I wish I could drop these classes, but this is my last semester so I just need to tough it out. Without going insane and curling up in my bed for the rest of forever.
I don't want to graduate, I don't want to deal with getting a job, I don't want to be an adult. But I don't want to stay in school and deal with classes anymore, I want to be settled in one place, I want to stop dreading the future.
Apparently I am just going to wing my classes tomorrow.
I hate about half my classes. I don't want to write plays, and I don't care about 17th-century literature. The professors both have a nasty habit of mumbling, and one of them gives shit-poor directions on what he actually wants you to do for an assignment.
I wish I could drop these classes, but this is my last semester so I just need to tough it out. Without going insane and curling up in my bed for the rest of forever.
I don't want to graduate, I don't want to deal with getting a job, I don't want to be an adult. But I don't want to stay in school and deal with classes anymore, I want to be settled in one place, I want to stop dreading the future.