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My life has been so up and down for the past month! I'm home for the moment but Wayne and I are taking some time apart, so I'll be staying in Orlando. I don't have internet access much there so I check about once a week. I feel in my soul that if I am patient enough to wait on Wayne to come around, we will be back together instead of separated or divorced! I've been going back to church and have gained alot of strength, maturity, perspective, discovery of how true my love is for Wayne, and so many other positive things out of this extreme hardship! I won't give up on Wayne because he is the only one for me! I can feel he loves me too but he is still not dealing with all the problems. He is still in limbo whether or not he wants to be my husband. Through talking to alot of older couples, apparently every jack-off guy goes through this doubt of his marriage but always comes around because he has the best. Men are dumb! Why can't they love like women, for a lifetime? Sheesh! Hey, through all the depression and not eating, I've lost over twenty pounds! I'm enjoying the mirror again! XD I know if I stay positive, I will get what I want out of life! I'll check this periodically. I hope life has treated all of you so much better than it has me as of late. Thanks for the support and care! *hugs* I have a great flist!