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May 18, 2007 06:34

It is 6:34 a.m. and I am awake... I'm pulling an all-nighter not because I am working but I can't fall asleep. If i were smart I would use the time to work but instead I have been reading through old e-mails I've sent.

I have to finish a paper today (it is only a lame five-page paper but somehow this assignment has been dragging on for weeks for me... and was actually due a week ago. i wish i knew how to be a student) and then i have a final at 7 and then I am done with this semester. the final is for a class i am taking pass/fail but right now i'm not sure if i'm passing so i've got to study up a little bit.

here's a balance i am trying to figure out: on the one hand, i realize i need to respect myself and should not put up with people treating me like shit. on the other hand, i hate feeling like a needy drama queen. solution: become a bigger hermit! or maybe just learn to stop getting close to people who i will later feel are treating me shittily.

last night i only got 5 hours of sleep because i woke up early by accident. i am curious to see where all this accidental sleep deprivation will end up.
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