whoa.
two years today.
its weird to think about it.
some days i feel like becasue we werent really close i dont have as much right to be so upset.
but then i realize thats bullshit, and i do.
and tonight i spend a good two hours sitting in maryannes kitchen just talking about life loss and everything in between with her mom, donna.
i can honestly say that it was so nice. it was sad, but it was good. we talked about things. my mom used to work with her mom and she and my mom have known each other a long time.
donna called me a while ago to tell me she wanted to give me something of maryannes to sort of remember her by, and i was blown away. i gave her a copy of a speech i gave in effective speaking about maryanne. it was really nice.
we are going to get together again soon and she is going to give me a tour of chittenden. because i know nothing about it.
i cant get over how nice she is.
and i cant, even still, even TWO YEARS LATER wrap my head around all this.
i cant. it doenst happen.
i dont get it. still.
its weird to think about it.
some days i feel like becasue we werent really close i dont have as much right to be so upset.
but then i realize thats bullshit, and i do.
and tonight i spend a good two hours sitting in maryannes kitchen just talking about life loss and everything in between with her mom, donna.
i can honestly say that it was so nice. it was sad, but it was good. we talked about things. my mom used to work with her mom and she and my mom have known each other a long time.
donna called me a while ago to tell me she wanted to give me something of maryannes to sort of remember her by, and i was blown away. i gave her a copy of a speech i gave in effective speaking about maryanne. it was really nice.
we are going to get together again soon and she is going to give me a tour of chittenden. because i know nothing about it.
i cant get over how nice she is.
and i cant, even still, even TWO YEARS LATER wrap my head around all this.
i cant. it doenst happen.
i dont get it. still.