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things. i will change them
how will i know whati like in my lifeand what things i like to do if I DONT TRY THEM?
cant
i odnt know.instead of going on the computer right after school ill read. ill write. ill paint. ill fucking i don tknow. i cant. i have to have change. its needed. im going fucking insane.
i have to start realizing its not up to the rest of the world to make me happy.i mean my family and friends can do what they can to help me and they do help me but ultimately it all has to come from within myself. only i can make myself happy. i once wrote a REAL WRITTEN journal entyr(I KNOW RIGHT) that said:
waiting for something more. always expecting SOMETHING to come along and fill this void. but i know(after being LET DOWN time and time again) it has to come from WITHIN ME. but. thats easier said than DONE.
well ive been saying. and sayin and sayin and sayin. god damn it im gonna callmy own freaking bluff. im going to start doing.
I WILL START TO BITE, as well as bark like hell.
how will i know whati like in my lifeand what things i like to do if I DONT TRY THEM?
cant
i odnt know.instead of going on the computer right after school ill read. ill write. ill paint. ill fucking i don tknow. i cant. i have to have change. its needed. im going fucking insane.
i have to start realizing its not up to the rest of the world to make me happy.i mean my family and friends can do what they can to help me and they do help me but ultimately it all has to come from within myself. only i can make myself happy. i once wrote a REAL WRITTEN journal entyr(I KNOW RIGHT) that said:
waiting for something more. always expecting SOMETHING to come along and fill this void. but i know(after being LET DOWN time and time again) it has to come from WITHIN ME. but. thats easier said than DONE.
well ive been saying. and sayin and sayin and sayin. god damn it im gonna callmy own freaking bluff. im going to start doing.
I WILL START TO BITE, as well as bark like hell.