everything is slowly falling....apart........
lately i havent been ok. im sure you all know this. i lay awake and i worry about what the next day brings, i sleep all the time so i dont have to feel the pain. hmm sounds werid but im sure everyone does it. all i need is to be with the person who makes me smile, makes me laugh, makes me feel so good, like no one else ever has or can. But when hes not ok. or something bad happens it affects me, and i dont know what to do anymore, you tell me not to worry but i do, i care about you so im going to worry. everything for me isnt going good. i dont think it will for awhile i need help. i cant do this by my self im not strong. all i need is my baby and i think ill be ok. i hope. :(