Sigh
So, that didn't seem so painful. Except for the coldness and earliness. I didn'y even mind the longness. I felt relatively comfortable with it for the most part. But then at the end I was shocked. I did worse than I thought. Like, 100 points less than I had bet. So it looks as though my options are now more limited than I originally planned. Fuck. I'll try to address it in the statement but I don't know if that will help any.
I think I am more upset that I spent so much time preparing. For what it was worth, I shouldn't have bothered.
I think I am more upset that I spent so much time preparing. For what it was worth, I shouldn't have bothered.