Upset.....but fulfilled
well i saw chris yesterday very strange at that i went to get breadsticks (i had the munches)from my x-work and he came in as i was leaving. ~sighs~ very strange quite difficult to explain the feeling i swear for like the last 2 weeks everytime i talked to him i thought i would stab him or myself just so i did not have to talk to him. well he asked me why i refuse to call him and i and i was like cause i do not call anyone. he knowa me a little better than that but he just laughed and called me a bitch. i went to walk away but he would not let me. he said he missed me and all that cheesy shit i just kinda a stood there looking down at the ground with a cig hanging out of my mouth. i can not deal with feelings normally but when i am high its ten times worse. roman was getting mad because chris would not go in and finish his work. i was yelling at him to go in. and then i said i was gonna leave but he asked me to stay with him while he finished up his shit. i stayed for a little but he was not doing his work and it was pissing roman off. finally roman was like please i realize you guys have not seen each other in a while but i want to go the fuck home. that did not really effect chris to muc he laughed and draged me outside. he went in to kiss me and i moved away i am not gonna fuck things up anymore. (i will try anyways) as much as i miss him i do not want to go back to the drama and i got a decent thing right now....i think.
well anyways i went to canada yesterday after school with my mom and grandparents. we went to the greatest dollar store in the entire world.i am in love with this dollar store go figure. hehehheh
then i hung out with mike, sarah, and jenn for a little we got kicked out of like 5 parking lots when all we wanted to do yesterday is smoke.thats all nothing more and nothing less.
oh my new job is ok i work at wilson farms now (come and visit me)its cool the people there are really cool and its fun.....but i have to work 6-12 today 6-12 thur-sun. god that sucks
well i am gonna go cause i am in class and i have to do work know. so byebye
~kisses~
well anyways i went to canada yesterday after school with my mom and grandparents. we went to the greatest dollar store in the entire world.i am in love with this dollar store go figure. hehehheh
then i hung out with mike, sarah, and jenn for a little we got kicked out of like 5 parking lots when all we wanted to do yesterday is smoke.thats all nothing more and nothing less.
oh my new job is ok i work at wilson farms now (come and visit me)its cool the people there are really cool and its fun.....but i have to work 6-12 today 6-12 thur-sun. god that sucks
well i am gonna go cause i am in class and i have to do work know. so byebye
~kisses~