argh!
Well well. So much to say. First of all, Jeff (shudder) calls me like 2 days in a row to get together and says how he's here for me and how its going to be so great to see me. then he stands me up without even a phone call or anything. and i read somewhere he's engaged. wow. in the past 2 months hes found someone new and gotten engaged. how lovely. should i send this girl a sympathy card or a thank you one? hahha i dont even need him. yay for me!
This weekend my mom and i went to NYC. She had a convention and i just walked around by myself. I walked by Bennigan's and felt angry for a second then didnt even care. It was my first trip to the city since jeff and i broke up and it was kind of a hard thing to do. we used to go everywhere in the city together so like obviously brought back memories but i'm happy i didnt get sad i was so proud of myself for being able to do that. then my mom and i saw RENT (yes, I saw it again!) and she had to go and point out how one of the background guys looked like jeff. Gee, Thanks mom! but Drew Lachey was in it and actually pretty good and Cary Shields was Roger and i think i have found a new love because i'm definitely really liking him. hahah. no really, hes wicked super talented and not to mention such a cutie. He's almost as good/good looking as Manley Pope but not quite. hahah no one even knows what i'm talking about because no ones an obsessed RENThead like me. but thats ok.
so much to do today. not looking forward to any of it. well..... more later i suppose.
This weekend my mom and i went to NYC. She had a convention and i just walked around by myself. I walked by Bennigan's and felt angry for a second then didnt even care. It was my first trip to the city since jeff and i broke up and it was kind of a hard thing to do. we used to go everywhere in the city together so like obviously brought back memories but i'm happy i didnt get sad i was so proud of myself for being able to do that. then my mom and i saw RENT (yes, I saw it again!) and she had to go and point out how one of the background guys looked like jeff. Gee, Thanks mom! but Drew Lachey was in it and actually pretty good and Cary Shields was Roger and i think i have found a new love because i'm definitely really liking him. hahah. no really, hes wicked super talented and not to mention such a cutie. He's almost as good/good looking as Manley Pope but not quite. hahah no one even knows what i'm talking about because no ones an obsessed RENThead like me. but thats ok.
so much to do today. not looking forward to any of it. well..... more later i suppose.