sweet escape
Today, someone told me that I haven't been updating this journal lately. I told that someone that it's because while I haven't written down my recent thoughts/ideas/experiences, I have somebody I talked to about those instead.
Really, it's much better when there's somebody that talks right back.
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Being in a relationship is nice, but sometimes you tend to forget a lot things. In going through everything together, you forget what's it like to be two separate identities again. You forget your individuality. You forget how peaceful it feels like to do things alone. You forget the feeling of freedom/independence/whathaveyou you get when you do things without actually having to think about somebody other than your own not-so-sweet self. And then there's even that cheesy albeit somewhat-true line, "I don't know how to live without you."
You forget how to live. In more ways than one.
Even only after a few months, I admit, I already forgot a thing or two about myself.
So.
(This may seem sarcastic but really, it isn't.)
Thank you for being so busy today. I've forgotten how to do cetain things because I got used to having you around. Your absence helped me remember who I was and what I'm more than capable of. And for that, I'm honestly grateful. See you tomorrow, maybe? On friday, it'll be badminton or bust. ^___^
I love you
Really, it's much better when there's somebody that talks right back.
*******
Being in a relationship is nice, but sometimes you tend to forget a lot things. In going through everything together, you forget what's it like to be two separate identities again. You forget your individuality. You forget how peaceful it feels like to do things alone. You forget the feeling of freedom/independence/whathaveyou you get when you do things without actually having to think about somebody other than your own not-so-sweet self. And then there's even that cheesy albeit somewhat-true line, "I don't know how to live without you."
You forget how to live. In more ways than one.
Even only after a few months, I admit, I already forgot a thing or two about myself.
So.
(This may seem sarcastic but really, it isn't.)
Thank you for being so busy today. I've forgotten how to do cetain things because I got used to having you around. Your absence helped me remember who I was and what I'm more than capable of. And for that, I'm honestly grateful. See you tomorrow, maybe? On friday, it'll be badminton or bust. ^___^
I love you