Realizations....

[becky_kte]

Sometimes you realize there are things in life that are important to you adn you didnt even realize it. I like spending time with my family. I had a shitty Thanksgiving break but Sat and Sun kinda made up for it. But I will again be depressed over Christmas break because I Becky Grosso am missing out on alot of the holiday activities everyone loves and I would like to participate in such as attending a family christmas with the Post family. I feel as if I make him come to my stuff but can never make it to his...It sucks!!! Stupid work!!!! I am just frustrated. Christmas shopping?!?!?! Who has time for that adn when I do have time why do I want to deal with stupid people? I know I said I was going to just bring people back stuff from Australia but there are certian people I want to get stuff for...Mom, dad, Beth, Post...and what do I get them???!!! Who the hell knows?? I want this semester over. I want to not be sick. I want someone else to magically move me out of my dorm. I want to go to Australia but at the same time I want to stay here. I want my parents to drop me off at the airport to see me off to Australia. I want to not have to work anymore and yet still have money. I want a break a real live break!!!! FROM EVERYTHING....I want to have time to hang out with Felicia. I want to rewrite my Econ paper quickly and have a enlightening moment so it will all come clear to me and I can write 5 more pages of bullshit to it. I want to not have this stress eating problem and have time to work out more so I feel better about myself. I want to Not have to go to anymore Law classes or finance classes for that matter and I want someone to come over and do my accounting homework for me cuz it is due at 830 tomorrow morning and I work tonight till 11. Oh yeh and I work tomorrow night 3 till 11 as well so that is super sweet!!! I just want sleep and all I seem to muster up is more shit to do...

Super duper...yep those are my complaints....take it or leave it