why did i have to run into him
have you ever felt like you were just getting over someone and then when you see them you have to start right back at the beginning of geitting over them?...well thats what is happeneing to me now...me and jenna went to the mall today and when we were comming out of old navy we ran into jacob powell !!well i was just starting to get over him and then right when i saw him all the feelings came rushing back to me i almost started crying right there in front of him but i just stayed on the phone with Doi...i didnt say a word to jacob only bcuz i didnt kno what to say i would do anything if he would give me another chance...he means so much to me...i dont kno why i like him so much but there is something about him that i cant let go of...omg im so sad its not even funny i mean im not crying or nething but i just feel sick or something...if he would give me another chance i would show him that i am not a jealous freak (as he called me) i mean i did trust him i just didnt like him talking to the girls who i didnt like which was just about all of them...lol...but yea i have school tomorrow so i gotta end it here and go to bed...peace...(one)