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[beckums2004]

i feel so empty...

i feel so...so alone...

i wish so much we could be together... its my one birthday wish... but wishes dont come true... wishing is for people with their heads up in the clouds... i cant have my head up in the clouds anymore...

i do love him and i would do anything if it would work... i would give anything to be with him but i have nothing left to give... i have nothing... he was my everything... the love of my life... now im left in tears... i know we have no other options and we've run out of choices. i just hope he meets someone better... someone better than me...

i hope more than anything that he can find someone to make him smile and someone he can be with...
i wish him happiness... i wish him love... i wish for him to find somebody to give him what i could not give... i've prayed every night for two weeks that we would get back together... ive held on to him as long as i could... now im losing grip and hes falling away...

i wish it wouldnt end like this... i wish it wouldnt end at all... i love him so much