I complain too much.

Feb 11, 2006 03:00

I've forgiven my friend for lots of things. Skipping out on my wedding the week before, lying, stealing, selfishness. You know, things like that. (yeah, i forgave her for the wedding deal...) She got married not long ago (second marriage, and HELL no I didn't go to her first wedding, but DID go to the one not long ago...)

I asked her to come out last night and she never called me back. It was our friend's birthday and the least she could have done was call and say "sorry, i can't make it", which would be a fucking shocker. Sarcasm.

But, instead, she emailed me today and said "the bar isn't my thing anymore. I've really outgrown all that. A good night for me is just staying home with (hubby) and watching tv."

WTF? That's fine, and I stay home & watch tv with the hubby too, all the damn time, mostly cuz we ain't gots no cash-flow. But it was our friend's birthday. She couldn't even CALL HIM and tell HIM happy birthday? Hell, she's had his dick in her mouth, the least she could do is call & say happy birthday. I don't fucking get it.

And, does she think that our lives revolve around the bar? Yeah, we go when we can, to laugh our asses off, sing & dance. And there's times we go to the movies & eat dinner & just chill, playing video games.
She's never even asked me how my Mom & Sister are, after my Dad split. Or even asked ME, for that matter.

I suppose, we're all not "up to her speed" anymore. :sigh: Life goes on and from now on, mine will be without her in it. This is the last straw.

Weird, how people can fuck with me my whole life and I don't get all pissy. But, when they fuck with someone I care deeply about (HAPPY B-DAY, D-SMOOTH!), I'm ready to drop the gloves.

Fuck it. We had fun without her. She can watch Sex In The City reruns all she wants to, with that weirdo hubby of hers. lol

Take care...Beck
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